*YOU*

HURT once more.
who cares if i'm hurt.
i deserved it.
i knew getting into
this relationship is difficult.
i have the will to overcome all obstacle
placed infront of us.
why are u so willing to give up?
u were the once who jumped the gun;
asked for a relationship.
i'm on the other hand was reluctant.
yet i gave in to you.

u said ur bf didnt give u the love that u yearn for.
so i was there as a comfort pillow for you.
and you knew that i fell for you,
you, taking the upper hand and mixed things badly.
i loved u so dearly.
everything i did was for real;
the care, the affection.
all u did was to block it.
U HATE PDA,
public display affection.

wads the point of us be together if we cant even
HOLD HANDS?
goodness.

now,
though it's damn hard,
i'm gonna pulled out from the mess i made.
i WANT to give it all up too.
YOU SO DO NOT DESERVE ME!
i should have listened to wad people
around me said.
they knew me better than myself.

putting back the pieces is hard.
but i will DO IT!
i'm strong enough.
i DONT NEED YOU!

PEACE OUT!

*off-day*

aight!
woke up at 12pm
after a 5 hour sleep!
yawn!

from 12-5pm,
i was busy uploading
my blog, checking emails
and uploading pictures.....

lol....
at 6.30pm,
left home to meet edwin
at tiong bahru.
was planning to catch a movie and dinner.

took 16 all the way to PS,
while he boarded the bus when it stops at his stop.
we were there about 1.5 hours early for the movie.
so once we bought the tickets,
we went to swenson's for dinner.
there was this 'minah'
who served us....
and after she seated us down,
she said.....
"our soup of the day is cream of VEG-GIE-THE-BAL"
my goodness!
can they train staffs to pronounce
BASIC words properly.
haha...
no offence though....

saw miss lina there.
she's the operation manager
of fish and co whom hired me.
lol.
went over to her table to say hi.

*pics*

hungry person decor yogurt menu our, cream of "VEG-GIE-THE-BAL" soup my SPRING RHASPSODY his SPRING
......
we ended our dinner with yam ice cream
for him and choco ice cream for me.
our appertite wasn't big today.....

after dinner,
went over to theater 8 for our movie,
THE HILLS HAVE EYES.(M18)
OMFG!!!!!!!!!
wad a show.....
fucking gory.
WORST then SAW 2!
eeks!
OMFG!
i jumped out of my seat zillion of times!
and all edwin could do was to stare at me!
WTH!
haha.....
well....
did almost cry in the middle of the story.
it had a sad climax.
made me treasure my family more......

and i still wonder how the fuck are the survivors
gonna find civilisation in the middle
of NEW MEXICO desert!
the ending was left hanging....
i will grade this movie,
8.7/10.
well done on the gory scene.
almost make a saddist person like me to puke
in the middle of the movie.
i SWEAR i was about to leave the cinema lo!
BEST GORY MOVIE EVER!
better watch!!!!!!!!!

the movie ended at 11.30pm.
sya PS me by not coming for supper.
so i went home.
took 65 with edwin back.
i switch to 57 near a cemetery near habour front.
yawn!
long day today.
definetely,
no doubt that i LOVE today!
haha....

PEACE OUT!

*MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!*

woke up late....
it was around 2pm.
was having a bad hangover.
anyways....
went out with sis for a retail therapy.
went back home at 5pm....
and i took 1 hour to prepare for my bdae bash.
haha....

met sharmain, fauzi and sya in orchard mrt.
then we walked all the way to ORCHARD HOTEL.
we ate at some fine-wine restaurant.
its called ESMIRADA

the food is great,
the wine was great,
the champaign was great,
the starters prawn was wow,
the garlic bread was superb,
the greek salad was ok......
the maincourses were EXPLOSIVE,
the desserts were ORGASMIC
and finally the environment WERE EXCELLENT.
a perfect bdae!
*pics* the stone MENU the long garlic bread the greek salad sya's white cream wine pasta my lamb kebab sharmain half eaten steak fauzi quarter eaten vege thingy.... the red wine the champaign the light source on the table.... dessert- creme brulee dessert- tiramisu crazy people i was with!!!!!! and one thing, they break plates to celebrate....
another bdae song/cake.....
left there around 11pm.


ALRIGHT.
Ministry Of Sound here i come!!!!!!
took a cab over to MOS. kin and su were late.
so we went in first.
later on,
sya and i fetch them.
by then,
the line formed was freaking LONG! haha.....
me and sya went in through the VIP seh. haha....

yeah.
we clubed till we drop dead....
went into both SMOOVE and house trance room.
we got 2 drinks coupons each. i had orange vodka and a fruit punch.
yeah.... its considered virgin....
i SO DO NOT want to get drunk.....

later on,
kak tini and botak came...
they went into pure room.

oh well,
sya, su, kin and me club till the end.
sharmain and fauzi made their way home.
lol.
damn tiring....
it was FREAKING fun lah....
i went in as a quiet guy and left as
a clubbing junkie.....
haha....

anyways,
while i was in,
i met and old friend....
aristi! ahah...
yups.
the SIA gerl..
haha....
she's back in singapore till 26 march.

it was around 5am
when we left. got some VIRGIN drinks and food
from 7-11.slacked outside till 5.45am.
i took a cab home.
felt abit tipsy.
haha....


oh well,
this is the most outrageous bdae celebration
i had compared to the rest of my 17 past bdaes.

hope the 21st bdae will overthrone this bdae!
thanks you guys...

oh yeah....
before i go,
i shall take the liberty to thank those who
wished me
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"

INDOCHINE STAFF WHO WORKED ON 23 MARCH
thanks for making me feel
embarrassed and for sabotaging me!!!!

`aisyah
`huilin
`sharmain
`norshad (barman)
`botak
`marcus
`elizabeth
`fauzi
`adeline
`harry
`bimal
`jaz
`stefie
`bobby
`nick
`goishihan
`mindoj
`kishor



BY SMS....
thanks for flooding my sms eh!
(by timing)

`denise chan
`carrie
`kelyn
`weijie
`sister juliana
`melissa
`gabriel E
`logan
`sharmain
`wilson
`ellen
`joyce
`kor kor eric
`zarifah
`aunt noriada
`uncle nasrul
`cousin nana
`cousin naail
`granny
`77th street company
`clement chan
`edwin leong
`bro kenneth tan
`jannah
`johnathan james chin
`terrence
`bro ryan sean flores
`jason
`mom
`aunt niah
`bestie brian teo
`doreen
`winson
`jia wei
`chiu hao
`nigel tan
`beng jie

friendster/blog/email/MSN
`chin yan
`wilson
`grahams
`maslyn

`haris
`derrick tan
`and primary school friends.....

wad a long list.....
wad a bunch of wonderful people i've met
in my 18 years of life.
love you guys to the core!
PS: sorry for names which i left out.....
hehe...........

PEACE OUT!