*ZILA's last day*

was working at indochine at 10am.

wah...

it's so fast..
today will be zila's last day.

i'm so gonna miss her.

haha,
my 'kissing' partner.

lol.

take care!

random pics.
nearly caught micheal
sleeping while wipping cutleries.
lol!=)

PEACE OUT!

*JON's 19th BDAE*

happy 19th bdae
'vain' DIVA!
=)

PEACE OUT!

*memories*

went to work....

at around.... 2.30pm
i reached waterfront.

but eh.
i dont really have the mood to
work at all.
=x

thank gawd,
saif was there.

and he can replace me!
woot!

inform sam then i headed home.

i took 57 from raffles quay.

and guess wad?!!
wahwah!

he board the bus from VIVO!
it's like 2 weeks since i last saw them!

i miss those foo-balls. =)

PEACE OUT!

*gah!*

YS gave me a wake up call.
felt so tired to go gym-ing.
=_=!

reached there around 10.30am.
signed up before heading to gym.
i had limited things to do.
i cant lift anything above 3kg.
=_=!

did mostly trackmill.
=_=!

had a fast shower
before having a meeting with
concert committee, YW committee and SLs.
went though details and brainstorm
about the concert.

after meeting,
the girls had some touch-ups

before lunch. =)

band was alright.

i still need to prac.
shit!
concert is in 3 weeks.

and tickets sales are not doing good!
grrr!

i just dont know what else to say
to motivate them.

anyways,
after band,
we headed to dhoby ghaut.
eh.... heh... =)

had dinner in BILLY BOMBERS. starters
alice's
jon's
mel's
mine!!
super large sprite.
=)

after dinner,
i left for home.

didnt feel right..
i'm loosing patience...
erm...

PEACE OUT!

*ENSEMBLE SECTIONAL*

i jolted from sleep at 1.30pm.
WTF!

i'm gonna be late for ensemble sectional.

took a quick shower and rushed out.

TOOK A CAB TO UPCC

the rest of the sax addicts were there.

i set up my tenor then i realised that
- i did not bring my neck strap,
- i did not bring my mouthpiece.

wtf!


then i
TOOK A CAB BACK HOME !

took my things before i
TOOK A CAB BACK UPCC !

argh!
spend so much on cab fares.
=_=!

sectionals went fine.
and i manage to promote swsy concert
to band B.

after sectional,
mel and YS went off.

alice, jon and i headed to
MARINA SQUARE for dinner! =)

after dinner,
we made a last minute decision to
club.

i cabbed back home.

i changed attire
and met royston
before heading to Tanjong pagar
and met jon.

BUDHA TOOTH RELIC TEMPLE nice eh?

we went over to play.

bleph!
guest DJ.
i HATE GUEST DJ....
turn off.
lol..

went back home early...
around.... 3am?

took a fast shower before
sleeping.

i'm gyming later at 9am.
=_=!

PEACE OUT!

*concert MEETING*

met up with YS and ALICE
before we headed to UPCC.

today we had a concert committee meeting.

we went through production meeting
and finalised alot of things/paperwork
needed to be done.
and we brainstorm on how to promote
the swsy concert.

haiz.
i'm having a bad feeling about this.
erm...

PEACE OUT!

*SWS AGM*

today was
SINGAPORE WIND SYMPHONY
ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING.

i dont really care about the meeting.

what i was concerned abt is...
FOOD!!
wahahaha!!


met YS and ALICE
in bukit merah.
took 147 down to beuna vista
before we change to 100 to UPCC

woo! nice food.

the AGM didnt end on a
good note.
people having mixed feelings.

oh well.
i hope it's for the band's benefit.
=)

went back home
at around 11.30pm.
bumped into wilson at the bus stop.
lol.

it has been a long time since we met.
and there were more tattoos appearing!
=_=!

PEACE OUT!

*BJ lolipop*

i got this from a forwarded email
not too long ago...


look!
it's already in them since young. =_=!

PEACE OUT!

*WQ's last day*

royston came over.

we had lunch before heading for work.

it's been awhile since i ate
'mee kuah'

it's damn spicy and messy to eat.

and the best part was,
i was wearing white!

soon after
red spots start appearing on my shirt.

inventive way to eat.
tissue napkin, apron =_=!

today work was fine.
the prince of monacco came.
=_=!

today was WenQin's last day.
=X

i'm so gonna miss her craps.
=_=!

toodle!
=)

PEACE OUT!

*another SUNDAY*

came for swsy band prac late.
=_=!

thank gawd aldwyn came early to
open the door.

band prac was fine.

had a heavy early dinner in ghim moh.

went back home to place my stuff
before heading back to vivo.

walk around with mel, jon and alice.

then we headed to food republic for
supper.

ya, my 'supper'.

i'm getting fat!
=x

PEACE OUT!

*HOTTIE & NOTTIE*

went over to BM mac
and had lunch with YS before
we headed down to UPCC to meet up
with melvin.

finalised some details before
we headed home.

i was feeing very lethagic.
maybe it's due to the sleepless
nights i had this week.

erm...

anyways,
my bro randomly asked whether
should we watch a movie together!

it's been a awhile since we last did that.

and the best thing was,
royston was complaining that
his sister was having a foul mood
at home and he doesnt wanna stay home.
lol.

so we decided to watch the movie
in cine at 9pm.

took 143 with lil bro.

mat 'lepaking' at one corner. wahhaa....

after getting the tixs,
we had dinner in pastamania..
mushroom/ chicken pizza, garlic bread,
main: carbonara. =)

wad?!
shake, shake.
=)

soon we left for the movie.
grr....

the movie was kinda waste of money.

if u wanna watch,
-dumb blonde
-no story plot
-bad acting
-no story plot.... again...

then....
u should catch this show.
=)

after movie,
royston and i headed to play
meeting colin.
my lil bro went home.

reached home at 6am.

i'm feeling VERY shagged.
and i have to be in UPCC by 11.30am
to open the door!
=__=!

PEACE OUT!

*er......*

stayed home.
i didnt feel like going out.

i feel so dead.
bee called to meet.

i agreed only on these conditions:
- no physical contact
(i'm afraid i could not handle my emotions inside)
- no discussion abt the past
(i want to leave things as the way it is)
- this is an outing, NOT a date
(i want us to be friends. not enemies)

bee agreed.

went over to BM.
bought my stuff.
waiting for bee's sms for confirmation;
meeting in tiong bahru plaza at 6pm.

time check: 5.30pm,
still no respond.

i'm thinking whether bee had forgoten or
decided not to meet.

i went back home when time struck 6pm.

part of me felt relieved,
part of me felt sad.
i'm confused.

got home,
placed my stuff,
showered and was about to take a nap
when bee called.
=s

i quickly changed then i took a cab down,
movie was at 7pm, (time check, 6.45pm)

we watched,
definitely,maybe =x

one part,
i just couldnt hold my tears.

i excused myself then i headed to the gents.

i *erhem* (clear throat) CRIED.

past memory flowed in freely.
i cant help it.

the story was very touching.
it's a must-watch movie.
trust me.

after movie, i sent bee to
serangoon,
where i met royston.

i wanted to go to mustafa
to stock up my supplies at home.

but half way there,
i had a change of heart.

i wanna go home and be EMO can?!

grrr.
i hate my current situation.
tsk.

PEACE OUT!

*HALAL vs HARAM*

some interesthing email
i received.

click on it to enlarge!
=)

page1

page2

PEACE OUT!

*GRRRRR*

argh!
it's already 2.30pm
when i jolted from sleep!
OMFG!
my phone went dead!
a plain white screen!
WTF!
and due to that,
it didnt wake me up at 1pm.
i set an alarm for no use!
FCUK!

i quickly search for my sis's previous phone.
tried to search for yunshan's number.
i'm supposed to meet up with her
at 2.45pm in commonwealth.
grrrr!!

and best part,
3/4 of my contacts are not in the sim card!
argh..

managed to get her number from alice.
i rescheduled to meet her at 3pm instead.

left my house around 2.45pm.
waited for the figging cab till 3.15pm!

yunshan was so GONNA KILL ME!

finaly a cab came and i took to commonwealth
then we went straight to woodlands and
picked jon up before we headed to RP.

phew!
we were just a few minutes late.
met YY, then we headed for PRODUCTION MEETING
for SWSYW in concert 08.

everything went smoothly.
i'm quite impressed by TRCC.

after meeting,
i received my tixs from YY.
i have to assigned it to the rest.
WOOOOO!
750 tixs X $10 each = $7500!!
=)

YY drove YS, JON and myself to causeway point.

we had some 'kuih' in baquet
before heading fo SAKAE SUSHI for dinner!
=x

ate quite alot..
*too bad no pics...
remember... my phone.... =_=!


*i cant believe u didnt turn up.
i had so much to say/tell you.
so many things to clear with you.

but you didnt care.
you didnt came.
and the best part,
you walked away from us.

you didnt give me a chance to explain,
nor did you fight for me.

you just let me go.

thanks for everything.
take care.

heartbroken*

after dinner,
i went home.
my mind was clouded.
who cares.

grrrr.

i want to shut the world out.
i want some time alone for now.... at least...

PEACE OUT!

*SLACK*

after work.

went over to BM MAC for supper with
royston. =)

then after that,
we 'lepak' near my house area till dawn.

damn bored this days.

shit! a few hours time...
PRODUCTION MEETING!

PEACE OUT!

*OMM- return of BLACKIE!!!*

Orkestra Melayu Marsling,
better known as, OMM.

i was NOT proud to say,
i used to play with them for
one of their stage concert combined with
some superstars.

i tot being with them for like
3months?
helping them from sratch.
travelling from one end to another
(harbourfront to woodlands).

and all i got from a-girl-who-is-
fucking-old-and-still-cant-play-her-
fucking-trombone-properly....

"pls, dont feeling, feeling,
you were JUST a guest player"

eh hello,
since when OMM has guest players?
-qoute from ian (OMM ex-leader),
he's on my side.

wadever.
ungrateful.

and since i left,
soon, many follow suit.

and they collapse into once
a pathetic
"percussion ensemble"
ya.
gong-gong-chiang...
=_=!

then suddenly,
they emerged from no where.
wooo.....
MARSLING WIND SYMPHONY
(a cheap knock off from sws)

and they kept on sending emails
to notify about their tortise-pace progress
and their band practices.

i kept sending email
to say that i'm not interested
to join/help them out.

but the emails kept flowing in daily.

you know how irritating it was.
=_=!

then i finally replied a slightlier direct
email...

" i would really appreciate if you
could stop sending me emails
about your groups' progression.
i'm really not interested.
stop spaming.
pls and thank you."

and he; "blackie"
(nickname given by all
those in omm/oms/moulmein winds
who anti that jackass),
emailed me back,

"BITCH.... WHO CARES."

so short and sweet..
oh ya.
he got limited vocab.
duh-uh!
=_=!

and the very next day,
they kept sending me emails.

this kind of person....
haiyoh....
need to be taught how to use hotmail/internet.

stupid loser-who-depends-on-others-to-support-
his-black-lazy-ass.

wadever~

PEACE OUT!

*i'm FAT!*

swsy band prac was ok.
=)

today,
i was feeling kinda emo.

for some random reason,
i could not think properly.

my heart was split into 2.

i could not choose.

whats the matter with me?

and because of that,
i had sudden urge to binge;
uncontrolled self-indulgence.

argh.
i thought i was over this phrase.
i do not want to go back to my bad habbit
and drop back into the pit of eating disorder.

i was over that stage more then 3 years ago.
and it was a period of hell for me.

argh.

food and more food =x

alice and i,
in ADIDAS VIVO CITY. see my fcuking fat tummy.
pukes..

us *muacks* =x fXXi's pose... =_=! hollow ghost colgate adverstisement. =_=!

royston met us in VIVO.
and we slack around for supper before
heading home.

i have to stop eating compulsively.

sigh..

PEACE OUT!

*CELEBRATION*

today,
i had to go to 2 different celebrations
at one day.

1st,
relative getting married in WOODLANDS,

2nd,
baby cousin turning 5 years old!

cousins, grandma and i makan! bunga manga (malay OK!) blood is thicker then water;
bro, sis and i sis, cuz and i bro and sis nana's bdae cake! =)

after gathering,
i left at 8pm
and met up with jon, mel and roy.

slacked in play before heading home.
jon 'high'... heh.

early breakfast. =x

wad a seriously long day.
=_=!

stupid hang over.

PEACE OUT!