erm....

seriously nothing happened today....

gosh...

life is so boring when u study.

did some SERIOUS mugging

just now.

erm...

i have some things to clear up though.

.

.

to you

[you should noe who you are]

fine.

i won't do anything to her.

i'll drop it.

like you said,

it takes a bigger man to walk out.

so now i'm walking out

and not turning back.

but i cant promise you,

that this harassment wont stop.

i'm not the only one,

there are other ppl,

she offended.

and i cant blame them.

she have a very "big" mouth.

and she should take all responsibility

and take back what she said.

well.

i dont need a 'sorry' from her.

coz i dont even bother by that bitch.

to me,

i'll forgive but not forget.

she had cross the line.

all she have to do,

is to say sorry in public.

say sorry to those

she offended,

coz i myself do not know them.

and i dont even want to get involved

in this arguement.

and if one day,

she got stabbed,

she probally deserved it.

just remind her to watch her mouth

and actions to ppl around her.

thats the best advice i can give to her.

.

.

well, life couldn't get any worse.

cant wait for my last paper on

friday....

wohooo.....

cant wait to resume work,

class chalet,

pri sch gathering and outing.....

maybe, going back to band

both SP and AES....

erm....

wohoo.....

alot of things happening next month.

cant wait for the "holidays''....

as from now,

6 more days!

erm....

so dats all lah....

PEACE OUT!

to wHom iT may Concern (2).....

you!

first to my ex.

eventhough we are on good terms now,

doesn't mean things will be the same

again.

i was hurt by u,

over and over again.

it was TRUST that cause us to split.

and i'm sure, i'm never

gonna go back to you anymore

.

.

.

you!

secondly to this bitch

who is fucked-out,

and goes by the name of

YVONNE....

do you think i'm scared of you?

ah.... a sec 2 kid.

and a sec 3 bf?

big fuck?

u threatned the wrong person dude.

bitch, stop hiding under ur mom's pits

and face the reality.

u think u are a big bully huh?

i might look innocent.

but the saying,

"dont judge a book by its cover"

goes really well with me.

big fuck ur bf is an ah-beng?

oh pls.

wat company?

369?

wonder they pass their maths.

anyways,

i dare u to challenge me.

any finger laid on me;

the finger may no more be attached

to ur hands anymore.

and ya.

i've got links to!

*like duh!*

pls?

bet once ur 'ah beng'

bf heard of it,

he'll pee in his brown school pants.

yeah i noe which school u are in.

i'll make sure,

every steps u take outside the school,

u will feel that someone is following u!

so? decided to grow up ya?

show respect to those elder than u.

or i will personally mess up ur life.

and i make sure i will.

screw u!

.

.

.

last but not least,

i would like to express my anger

to a 'friend of mine'....

wat i've told u is a secret

between us.

it's so obvious it was supposed

to be between us

or else, i would run to the

middle of the road and

shout it out loud!!!

i dont want

ppl to noe abt my past life

and relationships.

argh!!! i trusted u.

i wonder what else u

had said to other ppl.....

and ya.....i've said

to drop it.

so drop it ok?

.

.

.

phew....

finally let all my frustration out!

TRUST is so important to me.

once it's lost,

it's so difficult to build it up back.

so! world peace!

PEACE OUT!

math marathon.........

went to sch at around 1.30pm.

met Aan and Am.

first time, i never finish my chicken

rice....

erm....

guess the detox is working.

meet Javis and Elijah!

i nearly CHOKE.

we were talking about

about our sec sch life.

then behind me, they were there.

lol!....

went to library...

it's like super cool!

we booked a project room for 3 ppl.

erm...

i think the room was L3a/3a....

it was later when Sya and her bf Dy

came to join us.

at around 4.45pm, Aan and Am,

went off.

then the serious work begin.

me and Sya, start doing diff qns.

it's quite fun actually,

we got into a mini debate.

then we watched dy's cd in the comp.

lol!

alot of cartoon PORN!

lol!

it's for hp...

cool.

download it in my phone!

lol!

we went to fc3 to have our dinner.

the teh-peng is damn sweet!

yikes.

spoilt my detox diet!!

after that i went home,

brain juice-drained out!

TOPICS TO COVER

by monday's exams.

Use the laws of indices

Apply the binomial formula

Understand functions and their graphs

Understand the laws of logarithms

Understand exponential

and logarithmic functions

Determination of Laws

Evaluate determinants and use determinants

to solve simultaneous linear equations

Understand the trigonometric functions and

sketch the graphs of sinusoidal waveforms

Solve trigonometric equations using

trigonometric identities and formulae

Understand complex numbers in rectangular

form and represent it on a complex plane diagram

Perform algebraic operations of

complex numbers in rectangular form

Perform algebraic operations of complex

numbers in polar and exponential forms

straigh line graphs.

-end-

any more info, go to the bloody blackboard

a.k.a e-learning....

PEACE OUT!

miss the olD tiMes.....

slept last night at 4am....

waked up today at 1.30pm

intending to meet up with Suz

at 3pm at glasshouse.

lol!

they made a petition for me to

return back...

i was so touched.

wah....

miss them loads....

went back there to fill up a form.

but i forgo the interview part.

the manager wants me to continue

as FOH [front of house].

wah....

so happie.

got to see them back.

i missed servicing and interacting

to the customers.....

well....

lets go back to the past.....

*8 months ago*

it was during polytechnics open house

period.

it was around feb i think.

kelyn accompanied me to SP open house.

so in return, Sing Yan[sy] and me

accompanied her to a job interview

in fish and co glasshouse.

we went there in the afternoon

i still can recal what happened.

erm....

went up to the 2nd level.

ricky[current manager] approached me

asking whether i want to apply.

i said no;

as i was only accompanying my friend.

then while kelyn was filling up the form,

Lina [operation manager] approached me,

saying that i should just apply

since i was there and there was no harm

in trying and there will be a possibility of

me not getting the job,

so i also filled the form up.

Lina took both of us for interview.

and at the end of the interview,

i was like....

haiz... wasting time...

got a call from lina,

i got the job....

and kelyn didnt get it.

i felt bad....

she soon recover when i

had to 'blanja' her a movie.

anyways, my first few days working there,

it was awesome!!

i cant really explain lah.

it's like i'm born for this job.

everyone was like a close family unit!!

wah love them lots!

recently about 3 months i didnt show up

in fishy,

so they assumed that i've quited.

anyways, there were some difficulties in

keeping this job.

my mom didnt like

the idea of me working yet.

she told me to quit once she heard

news of me working in fishy.

so to satisfy her, i told her i've quited.

but actually, i was still working

behind her back.

it's worth it.

i really love glasshouse.

i dont mind working for free.

hehe...

so yeah.

i have to sneak out of the house

to work once my exams are over!

you guys should come down and see

how happy i am in glasshouse.

till then....

PEACE OUT!

PERFORMERS' FESTIVAL......

yoz...

recieved a letter yesterday by

Singapore Music Teachers' Association...

it's regarding the

PERFORMERS' FESTIVAL.

i was invited to perform

a recital of any complete piano work

(e.g Sonatinas and sonatas have to

include all movements,

or a prelude & fugue has to include both)

from MEMORY within 10mins!

it will be judge by a panel of judges including

Thomas Hecht

[head of piano studies]

Albert Tiu

[asst. prof of piano]......

we will receive back the awards,

certificates and reports of our recital

now the problem part...

i have not performed on the ivory keys

since pri 6.that is like 5yrs!

thats when i last took my theory and practical

ABRSM.die......the deadline is on 1 dec 2005.

the festival is on 18-19 feb 2006.

yes, there will be ample time.

but will it be sufficient practice time?

well, i do have my other commitments.

argh....so in a confusing state...

if i were to go,

my parents would object due to my studies,

i would be embarrassing myself on stage....

argh...alot of possibilities.....

if i were not to go,

i would miss the
opportunity of a lifetime

to showcase myself to the public

once again...haiz.....and ya?

anybody wanna go along?

i noe how to get extra entry forms.

pls....pls....go ar!!!

PEACE OUT!

yay....

*yawn-ness*

just reached home from school.

*finally*

these are the three 'idiots'

i went out with....

they call themself

"racial harmony gang"

*bleh*

they needed a eurasion person.

i was there,

considering i'm 1/4 caucasion.

*bleh*

said i was too young!

[they were 18 as in 2005]

forgot to inform....

before me and aan went to library,

we were so desperate to pee.

the guy's toilet was at the other end,

so aan and me,

pee-ed in the girls toilet!

-evidence!-

anyways, after library,

we intend to slack at the

'red bridge'........

changed our mind last minute

and decided to slack

somewhere near it instead.

it was at this shelter near Business School.

it was cool,

the weather was cool,

and we can see lightnings around us....

-nice pics?-

-aan engross with his new found 'love'-

around 8.30pm, we made our way home.

took 166 back home.

met with my primary school friend in 166.

thats my day....

PEACE OUT!

argh!!....

today did my

[digital electronics]
exam paper!
darn!
it's DAMN tough!
anyways thank to those who tried to
force info into me....
farhan and weihan esp!!
thanks!
but, i think i'm gonna flunk this module.
eventhough with all this help,
i think i'm gonna fail.....
didn't really do 54marks total!
i'm gonna flunk bad.
hope that this 10% doesn't effect
my overall!
after the paper,
me, gab, aan and logan
went to bugis street.
it's like woo.....
i didnt go there for like 4 yrs!
it's still the same,
the bargain and stuff.
i was like one sua-ku!
aan, changed his handphone at one shop.
the guy offered me
discounts if i want to change my cover.
original cover for about $55[w/out discount]....
peeps, if u can find better offer,
ring me!!.
so....
went to have a quick dinner
in BURGER KING.
ate FRENCH MEAL...
[i'm supposed to stick to my DETOX diet!]
*damn!*
after that,
accompanied aan back to sp.
now, sitting beside him in LIBRARY,
[surf zone]....
yawn, cant wait to go home....
PEACE OUT!

to wHom iT may Concern.....

you....

called YOU today to confirm the

meeting time.

at least u have the courtesy

to call back or sms IF u cant meet.

i noe u are pissed by me

kerana ini stoooopid blog.

tak boleh ke aku tukar skin ini.

kene ikut CARA engkau??

i've tried to give in eh.

tapi kau masih marah.

tak boleh tahan lagi ah.

kau punye pasal lah.

kau nak marah dengan aku,

it's up to you.

pasal i dont even want to bother anymore.

sicken by IT.

if u find this is a good reason

to make our friendship sour,

then it's good for you.

cause aku find it really a stupid

reason.

wateva it is,

good luck for ur paper tml.

think about it.

PEACE OUT!

nth muCh happens..... sian-ness....

nothing much happenned today.

supposed to go to school to study.

farhan was so prepared to study

but he has to go to work.

sya was M.I.A.

gabriel was don with fever.

argh.

went back to SP

to collect my DE book in locker.

then, met weijie and garjan...

to pass him his VCD...

HARROLD AND KUMAR...

nice show.

has alot of 'fuck' and 'titis'

haha...lol.....

then went home...

falled asleep while reading

the textbook....

*YAWN-NESS*

i'm so gonna chiong!!

tml meeting aan to study

last minute in school...

hope lady-luck is on my side

again....

*come back here bitch*

lol!

anyways,

goodluck to those taking the

paper tml!!

PEACE OUT!

bAcK tO sHape??.....

just now, i've decided.

i would not give IN to my illness.

oh...

since u guys didnt noe,

i have alot of illness;

most caused by my mixed-family genes.

guess i have too many mixed blood

in me.

it causes it to be UNSTABLE.

anyways,

one of my major illness

effect my spine.

my mom and some of my cousins

has identical illness.

mine is still in the early stage.

it happened when i was in sec 3.

after my badminton comp.

i felt sprained in my back.

went for check-up.

the docter found out that

i was suffering from a spine illness.

it's somthing like....erm...

in ur spine has this liquid,

mine is draining the liquid out.

so it becomes dryier. [duh!]

and it makes my spine super straight.

well, thats not a good thing.

there is supposed to be a curve at the

bottom.

the doctor told me to STOP all physical

exercises. thats when my dream shattered.

haiz, only u can feel how i felt

when i heard the news.

anyways,

i stopped all activities and go to routine

physiotheraphy........

it SUCKS.

seeing them play soccer/ bball.

all i can do is watch.

and ya,

i cant stand too long in the sun.

i have skin problems!!

argh!

life sucks!

now, i'm not sitting around

and pigging out!

-preparing to jog-

just now around 5am, went jogging 3km.

it's been like 7months since i last jogged!

my sis timed me.

when i first start jogging, i felt fine.

then around 1.5km, all the pain start to

be felt in my chest and back.

so i stop. for about 1km,

i walked, jogged,walked....lalala....

tired sia!

then the last 0.5km, i sprinted to the end.

cause i can hear my sis screaming....

"if u don't run here, i'll gonna kick u fat ass!!"

timing was 10mins:11 secs.

it's ok lah,

comparing to my peak timing [8mins:15:53 secs]

erm.

abit breathless in the end.

but there was no more back pain.

tok to my sis....

i've decided to have a 1 week

DETOX [plain water and fruits]

and regular exercise.

i want to be as fit as before.

people around me.

u know my eating habbits.

help me!

prevent me from being tempted....

no more pasta mania, kfc [fav], mac,

fish and co and ICE MILO.

must stick to one week detox.

to clean out my digestive systems!!

help me!

i've gtg to school for self study!!

PEACE OUT!

ghost??

if u have guess,
ya, i can see ghost.

some ppl think it's a CURSE,

some think it's a gift.

but for me,
i was cursed
i think...

wad's ur view?
i elaborate next time ya?
erm...
when to SGH to visit my relative.
she stayed in this private room.

1 bed per room....
room 2.

everything was well.
till around 10.30pm.
me and my bro explore the hospital.
tell me wad do u see in this pic?

then i was back in the room watching
SURVIVOR.
my friend was feeding her mom.
i turned to the left.
guess wat i saw hiding behind the curtain.
i didnt noe wat to say.
i dont want to frightened them.
i took a pic of it.
it appear in my HP.
but when i looked back, it was gone!
GOSH!
so, what do u guys see in this pic?

thats all!
tell u more about my day in SGH soon!
PEACE OUT!

pics! [PASSWORDS]

for picture u can find the link to

photobucket in my gallery!

u need a password.

ask me.

coz it's ever-changing!

if u used the photo,

remember the copyright rule!
acknowledge me and only me!

thanks!

PEACE OUT!

outiNg wiTh LG and ah jie...

lol!

after sending rachhie off

in changi,

i was damn shacked.

reached home at around 9am.

went to check my e-mails and blog

abt changi.

by 11.30am, i left home as i have to be

in school by 12pm to meet Sya.

erm... she was late.

so i met the class first in

SALC.

wah, first time i see the class so

hardworking.

most of them were trying to

practice on the freaking

last test...

LAB TEST 4

structure programming.

PS: to those who loves programming

and computer java and HTML,

u will sure pass this papers.

anyways, i didnt even bother to practice.

because i was tired and and was sure i

remember the format.

my previous SPROG

scores...

LAB TEST 1: 96/100 [15%]

LAB TEST 2: 98/100 [15%]

theory TEST: 29/100 [20%]
LAB TEST 3: 79/100 [20%]

LAB TEST 4: ??/100 [20%]

class participation: ?? [10%]

its like so confirm i fail in class participation.

i was always absent.

erm... ya...

i have a name in class...

PON-star...

sounds like pornstar ya?

erm... anyways.....

lab test 4.

i screw up.

something wrong with my programming!

the comp cant read my end product.

i was like fuck!

argh.

began to panic.

soon. it was over.

i've calculated.

if i got zero for

class participation

and

lab test 4,

i still pass my whole module..

pass with a mere 50.4%...

erm....

after that went out with sya.

went bugis.

blalalala....

went home to put my bag and stuff.....

hurried out to meet LG and Z-H-A-O jie

in PS to watch a movie...

NIGHT WATCH...

ya LG... the show was ok lah.

give it about 0.5/10?

at least it has a score?

anyways, slacked outside fish and co.

wah, missed everyone there.

then, we walked all the way to esplanade

to slack,

and ya, met marcus there.

wah, he was 2 chio girls.

haha....

erm. sent ah jie to raffles MRT station.

then me and LG went home on 97.

ya..

so thats my day.

PEACE OUT!

go0dBye mY fRieNd......part 2

*-RACHHIE-*

she's born and breed her in singapore. she exactly like one of us. she studied here since in primary school till she got her diploma in Business Admin from temasek Poly. i knew her since i first day of work at glasshouse. she's one damn patience and nice soul. coach me around.... she's both gentle on the outside as well as in the inside.

i remember the time when we use to take breaks together. sitting at the back of glasshouse drinking and chatting away.

i also remember. our 1st time clubbing in CHINA JUMP. lol! both spastic kid dancing among the mature patrons. i would asked u to turn 1 round together. but when u turned, i would hide. haha. those days.... then after that, we went to ellen's house to crash... took a pic of u sleepin. haha! snooring somemore!

oh, remember that time we had a shopping spree for our staff party. hahax....

talking about staff party, i remember when we formed a group to represent "glasshouse" in the talent competition. she never danced seriously before. wah. she was a fast learner. we even did our own steps.... remember.... the part when we turn then we look at each other then sort of like lick our finger and put it near our nipples the go..... "bzzzzz".... haha! lame sia!

wow. is the word i would describe her. she's a faithful friend, a caring soul and a nice person. why would the government would not grant her a PR!!! not even a student pass! erm. issit because of biasness? please, she's been in singapore longer than i was..... erm. guess u got to go back to nepal....

till then....(in dec when u return here).... we meet again my pal!

bye!

rach sleeping!

candid shot in esplanade

rach minutes b4 flight off......

fisherian for life....

me,joyce, melanie, rach, bimala and migmar.

(clockwise)