such a filial son....not!

ok....
my day went on like this....
woke up at around 2.00pm.
waited for my bro's tution teacher
to arrived.
by 2.45pm, i left home to meet my mom
in GEYLANG SERAI.
our purpose is to exchange
my bro 'baju kurung'
as we bought one size too small for him.

on my way to
TANJONG KATONG COMPLEX
to meet my mom,
bumped into Aan.
he was on his way to work in one
of the bazaar.....

my mom and i,
walked around geylang
to find me a 'baju'
gosh
now all the guys design got
floral designs and have shoulder pad.
i really looked like an army guy.
i already had a pair of broad shoulders...
and those pads make it look more obvious.
so we went around the bazaar.

saw Aan again.
this time he was working.
finally,
found a perfect one.
a black outfit.
it has a round traditional collar.
"teluk blangah"
i never had this design in my closet.
so i decided to get one.
it cost around $59.90.
not bad lah.
then me and my mom bought
some food and went home.

broke my fast today at my neighbour
house.
more like a pot-luck.
we are like one-big family.
now i'm damn full!!

*FULL-NESS*

ok. i've been thinking for a while.
i decided not to repent.
it's not that i dont wanna be a better person.
it's just that,
once i heard what my mom told me,
it made me afraid to repent.
she told me,
when u repent,
u cannot change back to ur old
ways or u will never be forgiven.

so i decided.
for this holy month [ramadhan],
i set myself a target.
more to like resolutions lah.
i want te be a better person,
a person who can;
control my temper
[according to my ex, i have a 'short fuse'],
forgive AND forget ppl easily.
so
i give myself this challenges...
i'll try my best ya?
PEACE OUT!

toDay.....

gosh...
today i woke up at around 12pm
on pretext of watching movie
before band.
but was postponed.
falled back to my slumber.

woke up again at 3pm.
prepare to meet LG
at jurong to have lunch b4 band.
met Joanna on the way to KFC.
then when we were going to band,
met Nurul....
band was fun though it was tough!
sight read alot of pieces for MD concert.
after band,
the tour coordinaters made a survey.
and we decided to go to SWEDEN for
a band festival..... woHoooo
the total after subidy was about
$1.5k.... woHooOoooo
so cheap leh!
my parents gave me
the "go ahead" sign.

*cool-ness*

btw, recieve a few pics from
fish & co staff party
@ gotham penthouse....
here's a group photo.
find me!!!

-i'm loving jpop at the moment-
PEACE OUT!

chAin LetTers.......

BRIAN!! basket ur stupid blog....
And now, for u sake i'll do this....
haha....

Instructions:
1) Name 5 quirky habits that nobody knows abt you
2) Tag 5 persons to do the same on their blog!

My quirky habits
1. compose and transcribe musics.
2. molesting my instruments [dont think dirty huh!]
3. talk and sing when i'm asleep [according to my sis]
4. listening to music when i SHIT!
5. MASTURBATE
(brian asked me to say this. now where is my gift!)

The next 5 person would be...
1. Aisyah
2. Weijie
3. Chin yan
4. Gino-saur
5. Marcus

Have fun doing this guys..

outiNg and woRk!ng????

lol!

it was one of the coolest day in

my life....

it was superb!

lol!!!

.

woke up at 12pm.

met brian at 2pm

in cine leisure.

lol!

watched

"dark water"...

brian was like so funny lo!

there were few moments than he

literally jumped out of his seat!

serious lo!

and brian, dont deny lo!

haha.

great time spending with ya.

too bad we didnt pose for any pics!

slut!

.

in case u guys didnt noe,

we had nick names for each other.

it all started when brian, joanna and me,

became AES majors for 2004/2005.

we were finding names for each other.

so we end up with this:

BRIAN [BM] : vainpot_slut.

JOANNA [DM]: machho_faggot.

JOHAN [DPM]: bitchy_himbo.

it has been like 2 yrs, and we still using it!

i love you guys!

lol!

.

anyways back to my life...

lol.

brian soon left

and i went to

glass-fishy today!

i was like so excited lo!

met up with joyce, mel and dennis.

had lunch and change our

uniform.

i felt so wierd in a way.

it has been like 3 months didnt work le.

ricky soon make the briefing with

only 4 of us.

starting from tml,

we will be using a

HP ipac PALM

to collect comments

from customer....

blalala...

anyways,

i was deployed to do

RUNNER.

and by that, i inherit

the pose of ast. casheir.

[damn u WJ, come so late!

how to dine in and get disc?

its so rare u noe....]

*me and suniya [cashier]*

lol.

anyways,

today was hectic!

we made about $5718.20!

not bad for a monday.

soon it was 10pm and i did

the 'last order' for

alfresco.

once kitchen closed,

i proceed on to my closing duty!

lol!

wash toilet!

me and joyce in the toilet.....

haha.

in my house,

i dont even clean my own room.

i guess when i was working,

i did pick up the sense of responsibility.

i just spray water all over the toilet.

quite fun actually!

then once i had done,

i continue to do my second duty

wipe culteries....

then after that,

we helped around those not done with their

duties....

by 10.45pm, we left to park mall

to change our uniform.

then, thats my day!

*pics*

"aneh"

doing dishwashin.

its damn tough lo!

i noe cause....

"been there done that"

"BOH"

aka back of house.

its also damn tough!

i noe cause.....

"been there done that"

"FOH"
aka front of house.

a freakin nice place to work!

woOHoOooo...

.

tml, i have band prac at 6.30pm.

wonder how would i sound on the sax,

without any prac for this whole month...

yikes!

see ya all in sp then!

PEACE OUT!

outiNg wiTh my BesTie!!!! [HornehLeeCious]

OMg....
had alot of fun.
for real.
*serious-ness*

.
left SP at around 1.30pm....
we took a train there.
wOhOoOooo...
filled with
*kecoh-ness*
lol! we played this vocab game.
our 'secret' game. haha...
had alot of fun.
walked around TAKA.
bought this gelato.
so romantic....
all three of us share 3 scoops...
lol!
JOE chose: dark choc.
SYA chose: hazelnut.
AAN chose: cappucino.

*yummy-ness*

self pics...

nice?

lol!

after that, went to Far East Plaza.

lol.

finding Aan's shoes....

did alot of window shoppings....

at the end of the day,

we took neo-prints.

its like ages since i took one.

lol! puting on eyeliner.

was i vain??

the outcome was nice.

eventhough it was not the pics we wanted.

by 4.30pm,

we decided to go home.

but!

then downpour flooded the earth!

damn!

its raining heavily sia.

we slack at this place in the basement.

did some graffiti on the walls!

lol!

*GROUP NAME*

*OFFICIAL MEMBERS*

me and Aan were exchanging

pic from each other's phone.

and we saw very nice pics that we took

today. so we decided to print some.

went to KODAK express:

at the express printer,

there was this lady.

she was bluetoothing her pics

into it to print. argh!

kiasu sia!

we waited for like 15 mins then she

said to us.

"u guys should walk around,

coz it's gonna be long"

"i'm printing all 100 pluss photoes"

wth right!

anyways, didnt print anything.

and once the rain had stopped,

we walked all the way to

ORCHARD MRT.

slacked there.....

tooks some pics.......

and off we went home.

i was shagged!

lol! gosh,

today was fun!

but i got to say sorrie to

LG. i didnt met you.

its not i dont wanna go out.

i WAS super shagged.

i'm so sorry.

SLACKED WITH:[HornehLeeCious]

PEACE OUT!

a poem to YOU......

The loneliness of nights so long

The search for strength to carry on

My every hope had seemed to die

My eyes had no more tears to cry

Then like the sun shined from up above

You surrounded me with your endless love

And all the things I couldn't see

Are now so clear to me

.

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray on bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

.

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

Are suddenly reality

You've opened up my heart to feel

The kind of love that's truly real

A guiding light that'll never fade

There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade

For the love you give and won't let go

I hope you'll always know

.

You're the breath of life in me

The only one that sets me free

And you have made my soul complete

For all time

.

All I am, all I'll be

Everything in this world

All that I'll ever need

Is in your eyes

Shining at me

When you smile I can feel

All my passion unfolding

Your hand brushes mine

And a thousand sensations

Seduce me 'cause I

.

I do cherish you

For the rest of my life

You don't have to think twice

I will love you still

From the depths of my soul

It's beyond my control

I've waited so long to say this to you

If you're asking do I love you this much

I do

.

In my world before you

I lived outside my emotions

Didn't know where I was going

'Til that day I found you

How you opened my life

To a new paradise

In a world torn by change

Still with all my heart

'Til my dying day

.

i still love you. who ever you are.

wOHoOooOoooo...-ness

yeah.

done and over with

PEEE mid-session exams!!

it was surprisingly easy lah.

section B [70marks].......

woHooOooo.

left out about 16 marks.

all those are about

conducters and capacitors....

section A [30 marks]

10 MCQ qns, 3 marks.....

did about 2 qns only,

the rest all....

"tikam-tikam"....

lol!

Aan saw wat i did;

i close my eyes and guide my pencil

to the answer.

hope i get most of it correct.

lol!

now actualy burning time

in SALC.....

so the plan today....

going to town around 1pm

with Aan and Sya.

meet weijei around 3pm?

then meet razinah and her bf at 4pm.

lol!

woHoOoo.

guess plans for 'skinny dipping'

would have to be postponed till

class chalet then!

till then,

PEACE OUT!

bOoOooo!! final mugging... for noW.......

lols.
now in library com lab.
with farhan.
did some mugging just now.
gosh, so unlike me lo!!
.
*hahaz*
.
this morning,
around 4am,
watched the match between
liverpool and chelsea.
haiz, a draw....
.
*GoOooooo..... liverpool!!!*
.
anyways,
woke up at around 9.30am.
my room comp broke down
yesterday.
damn. alot of stuff in it.
and guess wat!
the hard-drive died!
.
*fuck-ness*
.
so today, sending it to a clinic
at Sim Lim Square.
lol!
so heavy lo...
left the house
at around 10.30am.
reached there and send it to this clinic.
the usual uncle and usual shop.
haha...
nice fellow....
then sat on my cramped- ass in 166 from
NAFA, all the way to DOVER!!!
45 mins!!!!!

met farhan at 12.30pm
at dover MRT.
we ate chicken rice from fc 3.
.
later, we went to the library to mug.
erm. found a spot.
i think everyone around us left
coz we were making alot of noise.
lol...

.
mug for about 3.5 hours today.
and i'm confident about the paper tml.
decided to go to com lab as
farhan need help updating
his friendster and stuff....
.
helped him upload photoes.
OMg...
he's full of himself.
*hahaz*

more photo, go to his friendster;
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=18003332
*funny-ness*
.
erm.....
so, planing to stay in sch till about 7pm....

till then,
see ya soon!!

was expectin to see in this pic.

didnt caught anything on this pic.

lol!
PEACE OUT!

repent???

oh gawd....

chat with my god-bro online till

4am...

he did knock some sense into me.

i've just realised that i'm no saint.

.

he gave me a senario;

if i were to go clubbing,

enjoying my drink, dance and music,

then all of the sudden,

god strip ur life away;

do you have a chance to repent?

.

wad he felt, i too agreed with him.

being half skeptical and half believer,

i too believe signs were emerging.

god is showing us signs

and a chance to repent

before we regret.

its never to late to repent.

signs such as land being cleared;

by war or by disaster.

it is said that, once the world is

half-filled with emptyness,

it create this place,

[padang masyar]..

a place where we gonna meet for our

judgement day...

.

gosh, i'm now feeling scare,

seriously.

my bro also mention that,

during our fasting month,

this is our chance to ask

for forgiveness.....

.
"the ustaz say that this ramdhan is the month where ALLAH akan memberi peluang, a chance for those who wants to repent... sins that u think ALLAH may nv forgive.. it will this comin ramadhan... i am goin pray wit my family.. we slalu go wit my uncle.. aunty.. the whole family together... i really want to repent this coming ramadhan..."

.

i noe this not gonna be

an easy road for me,

considering my family background,

but i too wanna change for the better,

turn over a new leaf.

this coming month of ramadhan,

i'm gonna ask for forgiveness.

both to god and ppl i've hurt

both present and in the past.....

.

"god, forgive our sins

as we forgave

those who sinned against us"

.

"a-min"

.

PEACE OUT!

so... paiseh...

my previous entry....

yikes.

i guess i was still on the moon....

pai seh sia....

OMg loh!

today is wednesday.

i really thought it was thursday.

see...

all the stress is killing me....

haha....

anyways, i have

2 more days for my exams!!!

PEACE OUT!

1 more day.........

argh!!!!

i'm so not prepared for

tml paper..

Principal of

Electrical and

Electronic Engineering.....

aka PEEE....

haiz.

my attendance for that class is bad...

haha...

didn't go for lecture, tutorials...

and i seldom attend his practical...

lol!!!

........................................

TOPICS TO COVER

CHAPTER 9:

Magnetism and Electromagnectism

CHAPTER 10:

Introduction to AC current and voltage

CHAPTER 11:

Phasors and complex numbers

CHAPTER 12:

Capacitors

CHAPTER 13:

Inductors

CHAPTER 14:

Transformers

........................................

hmm.... i was lucky though.

in o level physic did cover some of the topic.

out of 100%, 20% is from o level.

still have to remember and apply

new formulae, methods...

till now, i only cover CHAPTER 9.

darn.

got to finish it by tonight.

my paper is at 9am.

no more can last minute mugging

in school.

haha....

wish me luck

off to continue mugging....

PEACE OUT!

AES trOmbOne SectiOn........

wOHoOOoooo....

haris did this....

erm....

just miss u guys in AES....

and i'm proud of you guys

in my trombone section....

woHoooo

hope that during your

concert practices, i could

come back and help....

and maybe have time to

perform with you guys......

.................................................................................

TROMBONE SECTION 2004/2005:

JAVIS [sec 3]:

the current section leader.

one advise, dont throw in the towel too easily.

bring the whole section up

to greater heights ya?

JODIE [sec 3]:

wow. you had improved alot. i knew u

had it in you. proud to have

u in my section. do well for ur studies ya?

HARIS [sec 2]:

erm. haris. my best recruit [2004].

u catch up really fast. and look now,

a 1st trombonist. one thing though.

u had the same prob like davina.

pump more air into that instrument!!

lol!!!

EMANUEL [sec 2]:

wOhOooo. my bass trombone guy.

now, there is more ppl playing in the band.

so must play louder.

and dont give up easily ya?

stay cool and focus all the time.

JOHNATHAN [sec 1]:

a not bad player.

its been a while i see u in band.

you are a promising player.

just months joining the band, u are

capable to play with the main band

and participate in the SYF.

take that in ur stride ya.

.................................................................................

miss u guys............

PEACE OUT!

the best wAy to dEscriBe "you"........

Because of YOU - Kelly Clarkson

.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

.

Because of you

I never stray to far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

.

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

.

Because of you

I never stray to far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

.

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

Im ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

5 days more.........

woHoooOooo.......

maths over!!!!

dang....

alot of it from

complex numbers....

darn... didnt do....

haiz.....

.

.

.

you,

[you should know who you are]

i'm giving up.

i'm so giving up

on us.

there is no more hope....

i've got no reason to

chat, converse or explain to you

anymore.

we would definitely end up

arguing over and over again....

and i'll end up hurt all over again....

argh....

i've got a few words for you.

[i still love you]....

.

.

....................................

"send someone to love me"

....................................

.

.

anyways, on lighter note.....

woHoOOOooo....

5 more days to freedom...

lol!

kk, my day....

erm. it was ok.

met Aan LATE for last minute mugging.

met him at 1pm instead.

i'm really sorrie ar....

and ya....

Aan and me wear almost the same

clothing...

haha....

both of us wearing adidas...

and a singlet inside...

lol!!!

anyways, after the paper,

Sya, Aan and me slacked

at the usual place.

first time there was no smoking.

so proud of them....

ps: sya...

your cramps are so irritating...lol!

and today, i edited this pic:

PEACE OUT!