*i'm FAT!*

swsy band prac was ok.
=)

today,
i was feeling kinda emo.

for some random reason,
i could not think properly.

my heart was split into 2.

i could not choose.

whats the matter with me?

and because of that,
i had sudden urge to binge;
uncontrolled self-indulgence.

argh.
i thought i was over this phrase.
i do not want to go back to my bad habbit
and drop back into the pit of eating disorder.

i was over that stage more then 3 years ago.
and it was a period of hell for me.

argh.

food and more food =x

alice and i,
in ADIDAS VIVO CITY. see my fcuking fat tummy.
pukes..

us *muacks* =x fXXi's pose... =_=! hollow ghost colgate adverstisement. =_=!

royston met us in VIVO.
and we slack around for supper before
heading home.

i have to stop eating compulsively.

sigh..

PEACE OUT!

*CELEBRATION*

today,
i had to go to 2 different celebrations
at one day.

1st,
relative getting married in WOODLANDS,

2nd,
baby cousin turning 5 years old!

cousins, grandma and i makan! bunga manga (malay OK!) blood is thicker then water;
bro, sis and i sis, cuz and i bro and sis nana's bdae cake! =)

after gathering,
i left at 8pm
and met up with jon, mel and roy.

slacked in play before heading home.
jon 'high'... heh.

early breakfast. =x

wad a seriously long day.
=_=!

stupid hang over.

PEACE OUT!

*THANK YOU TAC*

part of me is relieved.
part of me wanted the 'foo-ball'
to be around.

i'm gonna miss them like fcuk.
=(


thank you cards
kak sue's rosi's yunandar's envelopes a BIG thank you to TAC final lunch in Olio (alpha) *appertisers*
corn/chicken soup with garlic biscotti *main*
pan fried chicken
with linguini in cream sauce. wah2 bristo final tea break with fooballs our tea break area. 'closing' ceremony return of security passes final look in TAC we, the pledged fooballs. =_=!

i'm missing them.
fooo ball... pap para pap pa.
hee.
=)
gimme more!

after work,
dragged myself to UPCC.
met up with alice and yunshan.

then we headed to subway in
holland V for dinner! =)

after dinner,
we had sectionals.
went through concert repertoir
and competition pieces.

soon by 10pm,
we left.

i'm feeling more
and more confused about my feelings.


PEACE OUT!

*GIFTS*

went to work
my cornea got infected.

argh.
now it's like super sensitive
to light.

got some eye drops from
clinic before heading to work.

came in after lunch.
and guess wad?!

all the foo-balls were not around!

took some pics in the office.

TAC. stairs down to our bus stop. =)

reached home.
had a wink to rest my eyes.

then suddenly,
royston called.
he reminded me about the gifts
for those ppl in TAC.
omg!
i've not printed the pics!!

it was 8pm.
showered, changed and rushed out.

thank gawd i live near to vivo!
=)

after printing,
we went up.
we intend to go to the rooftop to
complete my gifts.

but once we arrived to the top
level,
i had a sudden change of heart.

i saw sentosa monorail express.
=)
hehe...

so,
off we went so sentosa.
went to beach station
and slacked at coffee bean.

sentosa express coffee bean, harworking siak a restaurant i want to dine in soon!! my milkshake is better then yours =_=! hey dey?! mumbai dey... fetish for pirates... singapore icon. =)

got back home around 11.30pm.
did some finishing touches
before heading to bed.
tml is my last day of work.
i wanna come early for a change.
hee...

final product. =)

PEACE OUT!

*ROSI*

finally after 2 months,
we lunched in the 'point break' in ALPHA level 2.

the food was average.
but the price was kinda ex for
a foodcourt.

lunch =x

took a pic with rosi.
it was for the frame
i'm making for her.

she's like our big sister in TAC. =)

got home.

and i finally installed
SIMS 2 in my lappy! so bee can play
next time we meet!
=)

ps: sim2 requires freaking lots
of memory space.
=_=!

after installation,
met up with royston for supper at BM MACS.

hang out till pretty late.
kinda freaky hanging outside
late at night.
hee.

PEACE OUT!