*FRIDAY*

work seems like a chore today;
even when i'm sleeping the the bunk the whole afternoon.
i was literally counting down the time till booking out.

once after booking out,
rushed home,
showered and then headed to commonwealth.
reached there abt 7.15pm (yes 15mins late),
traffic was horrible.

either way,
met up with shawn and we headed to the shop.
and he insisted that we walk towards bouna vista
direction coz he insisted that queenstown was that direction.
haha.
and of course he's wrong and we had to walk back to the
opposite direction!!
=_=!
*ps, i still have to kill you*

finally we arrived at the stall.
he ordered two steamed chicken rice!
yay!
and when the lady came back,
she brought along a freaking half chicken!
omg!

yeah, we manage to eat and rushed down to hort park.

jasmie was waiting for us there.
we were going to walk from hort park to henderson waves,
then to mount fabor and finally to harbourfront.

the walk and scenery was just beautiful.
and at the last part,
we had to go down a very dark staircase
leading to harbourfront.
thanks to jasmie he brought 3 torchlights.
yeah,
usual things we saw.

once we arrived harbourfront,
we headed to vivo,
bought some drinks from giant before heading to the roof top
to hang out.
ahha.
we were laughing at some group of ppl and stale jokes i churned.
=_=!

it was around 10.45pm when we headed home.
=)

thanks shawn for the treat!
the food was great.
i've found my new-fav-shop.
=)

PS: cant wait till tml @ 11am!!!!

PEACE OUT!

*FILLED WEEKEND*

alright, it's only thursday and i
can feel that it's gonna be a fun-filled weekend.
yes!
it's ONLY THURSDAY and i'm home!
haha.
i took annual leave + off for today.

i was reaching to the rotting stage
when melvin called and asks to go for sws prac.
grrrrr!
since i had nothing else to do,
i went down.

the band sounds 'different'.
erm.
cpt yusri took the band.
anyways.
NO COMMENTS.

band ended early,
mel and i walked all the way to commonwealth.
i needed to clear alot of things
and i'm glad he was able to help me.

right before i left off,
he reminded me to club on saturday with ryhn.
grrr

talking about weekends,
i've a whole weekend filled!
omg!!!

FRIDAY
right after work,
shawn wanna bring me to a famous chicken rice stall in
commonwealth.
(yes ppl, take note! i love white chicken RICE!!!)
right after the meal, we gonna hike the henderson forest trail.
(supposedly to loose all those fats... lol)

SATURDAY
morning- my ex colleague's wedding in clementi
afternoon&evening- kin's birthday dinner in dempsey
night- clubbing with ryhn, jon, shawn(hopefully) and melvin.

SUNDAY
morning-afternoon- SWSY prac
night- indochine christmas party.

i'm really looking forward to every event.
spending time with people whom i love.
=)

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND PEOPLE!!!
=)


PEACE OUT!

*HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH*

all right, the day started with me waking up later
then i planned to.
so i ended up not getting a haircut.
the day finally came!
ASLC.

16 freaking contingents!!
the whole parade was at night
and yes we were playing in darkness.
how DUMB can they be?
yes we have score lightings but we can't see
the conductor and the percussion missed one important cue
and the whole band nearly broke down.
=_=!
either way,
we managed to scrape through.

right after the parade,
i rushed off.

when i was in the bus,
i was figuring which bakery around my area were still open.
i need to buy a small cake for jasmie's bdae.
i wanna surprise him at 12am exactly!
=)

after calling lots of people,
i finally took the risk to go to vivo;
to take a chance on swissbake.
(ps: i really love their cakes, take note people!!).
and bee was on the phone with me the whole journey.
thanks for calming me down.
lol.

it was around 10.05pm,
and i was very surprised that the shop was just about to close.
they made an exception just for me.
i was kinda desperate.
heh.

went home and pretended nothing had happened.
then when it was abt 12am,
i set the cake in my room while mom was pretending to
'test' the video cam in the living room,
and soon, when the clock struck 12am,
i brought the cake out and soon, everyone was singing.

the expression on his face was priceless.
=)

HAPPY 16th birthday BRO!! stay VIRGIN (like me) ALWAYS!
=)
heh...


PEACE OUT!

*AFTER 4YEARS...*

yes!
it's been 4 years since i last roller blade!
omg!

so out of random-ness,
and plus jasmie didnt wanna go jogging,
i decide we compromise.
i'll blade while he cycle...
haha..

and after that,
i kinda regreted.
ARGH!

me in blades,

my feet felt so wierd,
during blading, i realised that
my foot structure had changed,
it became more flat footed over the years.

anyways,
it was very uncomfortable.
we went the 3km route.
my legs was hurting so much.
and i ended up doing this, YES,
cycling with the blades on!

the whole trip was fun
cause i finally had time to spend with jasmie.

things going to change soon,
i have to be by his side.

till then,
PEACE OUT!

*WEEKEND WORTHY*

the weekends were spend fruitfully.
thanks to you guys for accomapanying me!
cycling trip with issac on thursday night,
clubing with mel,jon, rhyn on friday.
clubing with jon and rhyn on saturday.

met up really old friends.
so much have been lost the last months.
and i actually felt happier.

thanks guys!
ok, ugly pic by darrell. ryhn, jon and i

i'm beginning to miss you.
=)

and thats a smile.


PEACE OUT!

*AWESOME NIGHT!*

last night was totally awesome!!
i think thats the kick i needed to move on.

it all started by melvin's invitation to club
when i was at my granparent's place in woodlands.

then i contacted jon and rhyn.
and shifted our clubing day from saturday to friday instead.

got home,
showered and soon i headed out.
met jon at 9.30pm and we headed in.
after getting our entry passes,
we headed to macdonalds.
soon ryhn called and we met him.
followed him get the entry and we headed out for some
sugarcane drinks before 11pm.

soon by 11pm,
we headed in.
bought 2 lime vodka
and chilled.
farhan and simon soon arrived
and melvin arrived at 12.30am right after
'rihanna' appearance.
lol

soon, the guest dj
began to spin.
the music was not as bad as we expected.
then soon around 2am,
ryhn suggested we should try 'graveyard'
and we did.
omg.
we were fucking high and crazy the whole night.
it was damn fun.
really.

soon we left around 3.30am,
hoping we could catch yimin and yongdi in zouk.
and we were still high on our graveyards.
but yd and ym had already left for home then.
=_=!

didnt know wad to do,
and i cant go home a drunkyard,
ryhn and i decided to stay out till we sober out
while the rest headed home.
we sat around china square and chatted the whole time.
haha.

it was until around 6am when we sobered up.
and it was just nice cab have ended their midnight charges,
so we headed home.
=)

once home,
took a cold showered and headed to bed.
total knocked out till 3pm!
omg lah!
it was horrible with the bad headache.
and the message i received from certain someone didnt help either.

yeah,
it was guilt,
thats your problem.
now let me enjoy my singlehood.
and so should you.

oh well,
i guess this is what i need,
old habits die hard?
this is what happen when good boys gone bad.
haha..
talking crap again.

yeah,
i guess clubing is a place where
i could forget all my problems for a short moment.
but one day, i still have to face them.

till then,
PEACE OUT!

*THE TRUTH IS OUT*

suddenly,
the truth is out.
and both of us got hurt.
i just need you to tell me the truth,
and finally you did.


i felt sorry for you to feel guilty.
you ought to, you've cheated on me.
but i dont need you to feel guilty and
stay on to this relationship like a leech just because
you are feeling fucking guilty.
it does not work that way.
and i rather cut all ties/ contacts with you if
you feel this way.

and well,
you suggested it.
and you'll get it.
and now u know how i truly treat my ex.
get use to it.

it would take me forever to pick up
the million of pieces you broke me.
no matter how long it takes,
i will do it.
i'll not let you destroy me again
like how you did on valentines day 2009.
thanks for cheating on me that day.

no more tear will be shed for you.
i'm done.
i'm done with everything
everything we do now shall not have any regrets.
it's a mutual understanding.
and i really hope you'll find your perfect man;
no matter where he is.

i tried to be perfect,
but your expectations was too high.
and lastly,
i'm really sorry to have hurt you as well.

and i'm really sorry for you to feel that
13months together was all because
of guilt.
thanks for telling me.
take care always.
take care liebe.

PEACE OUT!

*SOULMATE*

Soulmate- Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone


PEACE OUT!

*SOMETIMES WHEN WE TOUCH*

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides


PEACE OUT!

*OUTING*

today was batch 81 graduation.
in a blink of an eye, another batch
have graduated.

their outdoor and indoor performance was not bad.
but no one can ever overtake our batch 80 indoor performance.
lol.
it was memoriable. those were the days.
and soon,we are no longer 'juniors'
now we are 'seniors'
it doesnt make any difference anyways.

i'm happy that ian made it to band A.
yes, another saxophone.
and most like hazmi will be playing sax as well;
i wont be lonely.
yay me.


soon after lunch,
we helped yd do some bunk cleaning before we headed for
our usual badminton session at 3pm.
the feeling of playing badminton back
was awesome.
it's been a very long time since
i've played badminton.
and i'm happy that i could play it again.

it was around 4.15pm when i received a call from fadlee.
we are all released early.
zhichao, yong di and i
showered then we headed out.
they were heading to town for movie
while i was still deciding whether to go;
i had lots of things with me.

then on the bus,
i changed my mind and we headed to cine.
met up with bingjian and steven.
bought our tickets,
2012!

then we head for some 'window shopping' since we had
1.5hours till the movie starts.
out of no where,
we suddenly decided to take neoprints!
lol....

the whole process made us feel so child-like.
lol

right after neoprint we headed to estellar for dinner,
then up back to the arcade for some games
before heading down again for movie.

2012 is a great show. maybe because i have the interest of doomsday.
but hey, the visuals are breathtaking.
a very expected plot.
oh well.

throughout the whole show,
'noah's ark' kept playing in my head.
haha.
oh well, check out the trailer;
http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/2012/
and check out the movie,
it's not really that bad.
=)

after movie,
yd and i headed to plaza sing for cakes but
cafe cartel had no cakes left.
so we walked around and finally decided
on BK for hersley choc cake.
lol.

the whole trip made me forget about the
problems i'm facing now.
but it was just momentarily.
i have to face my problems and not trying to
hide from it.

i just feel so lost right now~

PEACE OUT!

*UNLUCKY ME*

how unlucky can one get?
maybe karma is still not done with me.

i left home 30mins earlier then i should;
thinking that it was raining cats and dogs
and the slow afternoon traffic.

took 963 to alexandra,
bought my concession;
yes, normal day.

then everything changed once i
board 93.
it began to rain heavier!

the driver drove slowly.
then at around queensway,
traffic slowed down,
the x-junction traffic light was not working!
there were road marshals guiding the traffic!
by then, i was about 30minutes into my journey.

then at around adam road!
there was another freaking jam!
at the T-junction along adam road,
2 cars collided....
OMG!
it's just a freaking coincidence i guess.

ok, by then it's already 1.30pm.
report is at 2pm!
omg!
i'm gonna be super late!
called anthony and informed him i'm gonna be late.

arrived macritchie at 1.50pm!
=_=!
got into a cab thinking that i'll reach
around 2.15pm latest in whitehouse.
but NOOOOO......
a fucking tree collasped on upper thimson road!
and it caused a traffic jam from sembawang hill food center
till the entrance of the highway!
by the time i reached bunk, soaking wet,
it was 2.30pm!!!

ran up to whitehouse,
changed shoes then head to tonnie wei room.
omg,
i was 45minutes late!
argh.
but thank god encik was not angry.
phew...

vetting for commando parade was ok.
reached home finally at 10pm!
gosh!

tml report at 8am.
and batch 81 finally graduating tml!
yay them!

PEACE OUT!

*DISCO STICK*

yongdi never fails to cheer me up with
his nonsense; 'direct' approach to life..

hope the KL trip with you guys be materialised!


PEACE OUT!

*HIATUS*

hi!
i've been on a very long hiatus.

i've been pretty busy lately.
concert preparation,
ns,
erm......
erm....

OK FINE!
i was busy thanks to MAPLE!

maple as in the GAME maple and not the girl maple!

oh well,
it's all started with the band B peeps,
then it spread to band C,
then since i'm transfered to band A,
they got influenced as well.

it's a nice game to relax and play as a team.

i'll post up a group pic one day.
=)

oh well, swsy concert went by pretty quickly.
in a blink of an eye,
everything is over.

i'll update the pics up next!
be prepared.

oh ya!
i've finally watch the latest
episode of gossip girls.

i cant believe what i'm seeing. hilary duff is the new star in that show.
she's well known for her oh-so-squeaky-clean-girl image
that everyone loves.
BUT in gossip girls,
i guess she is making her debut as an open actress.
she had sex scene (non explicit of course) and even
a threesome with a guy and a girl;
oh ya! she kissed the girl!!!

* i kissed a girl and i like it*~
lesbo.

http://www.dailyfill.com/Hilary-Duff-Threesome-41116/

anyways~
i'll update the SWSY concert entry next.
=)

till then,

xoxo,
johan ezran

*ACPC*

since they could only accomodate
minimal players on stage,
those section with excess people
are to help with the fatigue party.
=_=!
so basically,
DO NOTHING....
oops...

here comes the pics!
us with msg cecilia and stf morrison

men.... *teeeet* john, myself, fhairil and bimbo foo. wheeee.... bimbo foo and i ok.... darlie commercial ermmm cock eyed.... reminds u of anyone??? oops... bimbos.. partial batch 80 from band B&C =)


PEACE OUT!