shoULd i.... or sHouLd i NOt???

woke up around 1pm....
bathe.....
lalala....
boring lah....
played my sax till my bro's tution teacher arrived...
oh well...
that guy was from SP band too....
but that was a long time ago....
it was when SP band was in it's peak form....
he played the tenor sax.
and was once the president of the band also...
....
anyways...
went for woodwind sectionals....
wah.....
tanny spend alot of time on tone building.
and i've just noticed that i have a shy and quiet tone...
time to improve....
gosh,
my tone still sucks lo.

anyways,
siti, ah-meng and me
went to clementi to buy food to break fast later.
lol.
i bought fried-chicken rice....
[totally yummy!!]
and sugar cane drink....

went back for band prac at 6.30pm....
did 30 mins of warm up and one-by-one tuning.
soon,
it was 7pm!!!
break fast le!!!!
-pics-

damn full lah.

today, we played,
the whole of MOORSIDE SUITE,
finlandia,
[woots, the brass are super strong and good!]
and FANTILUSION!

fun lah....

soon it was announcement time....
lao ban;
[MR TAN]
[useless MAN] <- he claimed himself......
he asked the band whether we were shortage of instruments....
every section has shortage!
except trombone.
when he ask trombone section...
their reply was.

"nope... no shortage.... only shortage of players"...

half of the band laugh...
there were only 2 trombonist....
out of a 80-present-strong band....
totally not balanced....

in my mind,
i was toying with myself....
i felt that it would be better for me to go back to
trombone.
some comments by ppl,

DOREEN, ex AES band major, SP trumpet section;
"i think u will definitely do better in trombone section"

IVAN, YONGQI, HUAI PIN, sax-members...
"go there for wat? stay sax lah!!!!"

you see, like wad siti told me, most prob lao ban
will allow me.
cos sax section too big....
imagine....
8 altos,
4 tenors
3 baris!
alot right?
seen any band has this amount of sax players b4?
and the trombone section has at the most 3 ppl!
the IBM concert, we have 7 players...
i think alot quiting le...
so sad lo....
they are labeled as,
almost-extinct section...
sad right.....
i'm considering to transfer after MD concert.....
still need to discuss with jiawei and lao ban.....

now i'm at home.....
still considering.....
hmmmm.....

chatted with my ex.....
it's been like about 3 months since we broke up.
one of the reason i think we broke up because
i frankly dont feel the love among us.
felt that the love was either a crush or a blind love.
now, three months on,
i've just realised that,
i was still in love.
now i've realised that it was true love on my side.
haiz...

felt abit regreted letting you go....
hope that u noe,
that i still love you so....

till then,
PEACE OUT!