*I'LL BE MISSING YOU!*

the time have came when
my 3 filipino trainees
had to leave.
they left within a month of each other.
their 6-month attachment had ended.
time really passed by so fast.
i'm already mising them.
i missed guiding them,
joking with them,
flirting with them.
basically, their presence will definitely be missed.
=(

JOY

yes,
her name is joy.
at first,
she was very fierce and
was really difficult to talk to.
but as months passed by,
we became close,
she shared her problems she's facing
and i became her listening ears.
a very hard working lady.
all the best ya gerl?
"matabak baboi"
=)

HAZEL a VERY sweet gerl
and an easy gerl to talk to.
she so gentle till some people
took advantage of her.
in exchange for me teaching her service,
she taught me alot of tagalog phrases.
abit on the slow learner side.
but i'm so proud of her achievements. =)
"bilis, bilis san mo"
=)

CINDY haha.
a very HORNY gerl.
seriously.
haha.
she has a wonderful voice.
she's the person whom u can trust the most.
i really missed her the most.
"poki malibuk"

i will miss their voices when they call me...
"bakla"
=(

time will tell when we'll be seeing each other again.
=)

PEACE OUT!

*spBAND*

overslept for my tutorials at 10-11am.
=x

april called to go for band earlier
because she ends school early.
haha.

reached school around 5.30pm.
had dinner @ fc4.
i had
SPICY CHICKEN BAKED RICE. yums!
=)

band was ok...

MR SOPPY
was returned from VJC.
BUT,
i was abit pissed at the person who used it.
DAMN IT!
firstly,
when i opened it,
alot was mising,
neck strap,
cock grease,
authentification cert and
selmer wiping cloth!!!

argh....
but the worst part was,
the SOP was damn dirty lah~!
WTH!
argh.
there was handprints all over it,
water/saliva staines all over the keys,
some dents appeared!!
argh....
MOFO.

the thing is,
that sop is not yours,
so do take care of it as if it's yours.
damn pissed with their behaviour.

ANYWAYS,
played sop the whole day.
ALTO STILL NOT REPAIRED
-_-!!

i played with april.
so i had to transposed Eb alto to Bb sop.
blalala music theory...
boring...
so out of 100%, i manage to play
at least 72% correct?
but when the score suddenly have
alot of sharps and flat,
i stop playing.
to lazy to count. haha..
ahaha...

******

summary of the whole band practice:
i HATE april!
i FUCKING love her TONE lah!
argh!!!!
=)
******

went home after band.
went online.
i checked my email...
blalala....

dear end up didnt go online.
I'M really unsure about US.
CONVINCE ME pls.
am i ready for a r/s?
and to add to it,
a 'long distance' r/s?
am i independent enough?
only time will tell ya?
love you babe.


PEACE OUT!

*what is LOVE?*

my sister asked me to define the word
LOVE.
erm...

i cant think of any that time.
so my sis said...

"it's when you just saw him 5 minutes ago
and now you missed him badly till you hug
his sweater"

she just spent her time with her BF
(soon to be fiance)
the whole day.
both of them took a half day off.
=)
how romantic.
haiz.

RANDOM QUESTIONS BY sister.


WHAT IS LOVE?
love is when u are willing to sacrifice what
you treasure the most for that special someone.



HOW DO YOU KNOW WHETHER HE/SHE is the one?
do you ever feel, this tingling sensation when someone
holds or touch you?
if you really love that person, this tingling feelings
will never fade even after 20 years down the road.



WHAT DO YOU SEEK FROM YOUR PARTNER?
-someone who's understanding and willing to compromise,
-be open to each other; share our problems.
-accepting me for who i am.
-DONT EVER LIE (trust is important to me),
-being able to make each other smile w/o even speaking,
-being able to 'click' instantly.
-someone who you know you can rely on.
-being able to return the love you gave.



IS SEX IMPORTANT IN A R/S?
to me,it IS NOT important,if u really love someone,
you would treasure and respect each other and wait till
the time is right. once you are really sure and when
you finally embrace each other, it would be something
wonderful and bring the r/s into another new level.



ARE YOU READY FOR A R/S?
i'm not too sure. i just left a very complicating r/s.
things got out of hand and my ex and i are in bad terms.
but i can't be wallowing in self pitance. i have to move
on; be just happy with what i have now, be contended.
but if the special one came by, i would definitly grab
the chance and see how things goes. even if we are not
together, we can still be great buddies ya?

PEACE OUT!

*SUNday*

woke up late for SWSy band prac.
came abit late.
band was ok.
there's this weird tension in the air.
between alice and i and
between my ex and i.
erm....

ANYWAY,
we went over to VIVO for dinner.
decided to eat at
THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP.
<3 CHICKEN! my favourite.

*pics*
menu

half roasted chicken chicken-stuffed fish ball beansprout erm..... mango stuff... =) erm..... vege stuff..... =) erm..... popiah wannabe? this one i know!!! tofu!! ******

later on,
i went back home to change.
colin, jonnie and i went over to
ST JAMES POWERHOUSE
=)

*pics* ******

alot of things happened there.
haha.
and it's only betwen the 3 of us.
haha....
i was SUPER DUPER SHOCKED!
haha...
+_+

and....
was abit shocked when i saw
DANI!!
omg lah.
ex-fishy ppl.
he's working bar there.
heh...

and, and....
i met daryl alexius.
finally.
haha....
it was a pleasant surprise though...

left the club early.
went over to SEAH IM and waited for ivan
to finish his shift.
once he had his breakfast,
we went home.
took 97 with jonnie and ivan.
yawn.
went home around 7am ++
haha.

now instead of looking like this,
-_-
i look like this,
=_=

OMG lah.
i'm having eye-luggage!!
it's worse then eye-bags... =(
=_=!!

PEACE OUT!

*sAturDAY*

met up with betty in jurong east.
we were the only two who were there on TIME!!
later on, Dustin came by.
the three of us walked over to IMM.
yes betty,
WE have to excercise.
but then,
we stop over at the peddler
and bought ourself an ice cream each.
haha.

in iMM,
we went over to DAISO then to GIANT
to find stuff for graduation party that night.
later on,
the rest of the saxophone section came,
one by one.

after shopping,
they went over to joanna's place to prepare the food.
i had to leave.
*internal scandal.... heh. WX gonna kill me... =)*
*saxies + dustin*
******

took a cab over to UPCC.
had a short sectionals,
from 5pm till 7pm.

then at around 8pm,
i met up with YT.
he came over to UPCC.
we took 196 to LAUPASAT to
meet up with wancheng, daniel, bala
and chuanwei.

i had a super big dinner there.
i ate
FRIED CHICKEN MACARONI WITH
EXTRA CHICKEN AND WANTON SOUP. =)
first meal of the day.

then later we walked over to maxwell market.
had a round of drinks.
i LOVE milo peng.
heh....

at around 10pm,
we went over to PLAY.
we were the first few to enter.
=)

at around 11pm,
the 1-4-1 promotion started.
i shared my jug with WC and CW.
was abit tipsy.

then before 12am,
when the promotion was about to end,
daniel wanted to get a jug.
so i shared with him.
i had a jug all to myself.
the percetage of the vodka was stronger
then most bars.
OMG lah...
eventhough i know i was high,
i kept drinking.
lol.
thank to YT and the rest who took care of me.

haha.
believe it or not,
i slept in A CLUB!!!
omg lah,
my head was spinning.
this was the first time when i
went over my limit.
i was semi gone...

anyways,
after much dancing,
i felt tired.
i couldn't even stand.
so i took a wink.
yes!
in a CLUB.
haha
i didnt care sia.

when i woke up about 10-15minutes later,
i was feeling much better.
haha.

danced abit before we went off.
club hop to ynot.
CW gave us free entry there.
haha.

*pics*
thats wad i had... total amount..heh CW and i BALA and i YT and i ******

soon by 5am,
we made our way home.
yt and i took a cab over to my place.
he stayed over till about 8am.

now i've got less then 4 hours to sleep
till SWSy practice.
haiz....

I MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR.

PEACE OUT!

*sp saxies chalet*

today i received good news while at work.
daddy called and say that
someone had found my wallet and had returned it to the police.
i was damn surprised lah...
the bad news was,
he returned it to Ang Moh Kio police station.
wth....
so far away!

anyways,
after work at 11pm,
i decided to go for sp sax section chalet.
=)
took the train down to pasir ris
then took a cab over.
omg lah.
haha
it was damn fun....
we played alot of stupid games.
i was abit shagged so i didnt drink much.
i pushed mine to karen.
thank you karen!
i know u love me so much.
=)

after i was abit sober,
karen and i went over to mac for breakfast.
karen was high lah.
talk so much...
haha....
=)

after we reached chalet,
everyone fell asleep.
lol.

woke up around 9am,
took some group and crazy pictures.

when we about to leave,
i felt a very sharp pain on my left caft.
omg lah!
sat down and stretch.
fucking pain can?
tried to smile and fake it out.
and to make things worst,
my left slipper snapped.
-_-!!

called daddy.
he picked me up.
reached home and bathed.
then after that,
we went over to AH
to check out wad was wrong.
argh....
i tore my ligament!!!
wtf!!!
i think its because of the badminton i played on monday....
but why now then i feel so much pain.
=X

now i need rest.
and lots of them.
=)
yehaa....

*pics*
ppl in chalet

see wad betty and i did to other ppl's hp. =) MR grey GOOSE =) breakfast ******

PEACE OUT!

*skipped band. -_-!!*

ok.
was rudely woke up by mass sms.
haha.
i totally forgot that yong ting was coming over
to help out on quintet scores.
heh.

he lost his way here.
haha.
he came by 12pm.
after doing scores,
we slack till my bro and mom came back....
lol.

yong ting, jasmie and i
went over to the market for lunch.
=)
my lunch!

=)

after that,
yt and i took 97 to jurong east.
the initial plan was he going back home
and i going for band.
i was prepared to go for band lah.
i had my file and instrument with me.
haha....

soon the plan changed.
met up with ca and em at JE.
went over to jurong entertainment to slack.
watch ice skatting,
arcade....
lol...
soon,
em and ca had to leave.
yt and i decided to watch spiderman.
haha.
nonsenses...

by 10.30pm, we left and went home.
haha.

this is rare lah...
I SKIPPED BAND PRACTICE!!!
=)

PEACE OUT!!

*wallet, where ar thou*

aight.
went over to police post
to make a report.
hah.

shit man.
why am i still hoping
that some kind soul would return my wallet.
but the fact is that
singaporean will most likely not return back.
this few years,
whenever i found anything,
i would take the trouble to return back
the item.
after this incident,
i dont think i will even bother to pick it up.
i will just pretend i didnt see it.
hah.

after the report,
met up with anth at the bus stop.
went over to RADIN MAS CC.
omg lah.
it's been awhile since i played badminton.

while doing payment for my booking,
i also had my passion card replaced.
whee....
it's coming in next 4-5 WEEKS!!!

after badminton session,
anth accompanied me to work...
haiz....
since i came work super late,
i decided to stay till closing.
haha.
since there is no school the next day.

alot of things happening at work,
someone passed away,
someone getting promoted,
gossips, gossips.....
haiz....

anyways,
on the way back,
had a nice chat with veron.
lol....
so much things to catch up on,
anyways veron, rude guest
are supposed to be IGNORED.
haha...

reached home at about 2am.
never felt this tired for a long, long time.

cindy aka MALIBUK and i!! =)

PEACE OUT!

*lembu*

I FUCKING LOST MY WALLET.
argh.....................

i need a new wallet...
more reason for me to go shopping...
=)

PS: to that someone who wanted to buy me a wallet
the other time, now is your chance to buy me one!
eventhough we are not as close as before,
but what the heck right? just buy me one....
thank you... =)

PEACE OUT!

*SP river raft*

today i recieved news that one of my friend
pased away.
haiz....
it makes me treasure my life more.

came for SP band prac late.
supposed to be there by 9pm.
but i came at 11pm.
they were finishing up.
ahaha....
betty, april and i
took some sax quartet scores and sorted it out.
we were trying to find some playable pieces
for section comp.
haha...

after we selected our piece,
we went over to T14 for supper.
=)

after supper,
we stayed at the dance studio.
were playing some asshole dai dee.
then later on, zheng yang, betty, jenny and i
watch take the lead.
lol.

didnt get any sleep that night.

by 8am,
we were already set up at clarke quay.
it was SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC

annual river raft race competition.
the band have to play some songs to

entertain theose ppl there.
it was damn hot lah.
super hot.
and we were wearing black!
OMFG!
argh....
BURNED.....

when we reached school,
i took a bath again.
haha.

after that,
i went over to UPCC for swsy band prac.
haiz,
super damn shagged.
damn moody at times too.

after band prac,
we went over to marina for dinner,
finally decided to eat at KFC.
heh.

after dinner,
colin, melvin and i left the clique.
we were to collect a cake
then make our way to st james.
=)
it was maman bdae.

colin and melvin send me home,
so i could change and put down my instrument.
after i changed and ready to leave the house,
i realised that my wallet was mising!
OMFG!
argh.......

in the end,
i didnt go clubbing with them.
bloopers siaz...
shit....

*pics*

betty on april's assbetty and aprilseductive betty =)

i know, u wanna kiss me behind my back... heebreakfast sp band pics we took while resting

yeah IN A SUPERMARKET

where everyone saw us!

the bus we were in.SYAMPHONIC band.

dinner @ KFC =)****************

PEACE OUT!

*MoS with SP saxis =)*

haha.

went for band late.

came in after break.

after band,

5D tried playing my sax.

while april and i were trying out the flutes.

hehe....

anyways,

after band,

betty and april conviced me to go clubbing with them.

lol...

that was one decision which i will never regret.

we took the train down to clarke quay.

met ivy there.

walked to bk;

met up with chiu hao, siang and winson.

it was like a 'mini-sp-sax-section-outing'

later on we finally decided to go to MOS.

heh,

i have not been there for like..... forever...

=)

tonight,

eventhough i was super shagged due to the fact

which i only had less then 4 hours of sleep,

and had been awake since 7am,

i was super active.

OMG lah.

it's been awhile since i dance.

usually, if i were to go clubbing,

i would just sit down, get a drink and

have a good chat with my friends.

very seldom i have the urge to dance.

but today.

OMG.

haha....

it was damn fun lah.....

i saw the other side of them.

the crazy and 'wild' side.

haha.

*PERSONAL MESSAGE*

IVY:

the swaying of our bodies were damn nice!!

i wanna play it again! haha....

APRIL:

stop hitting me with your huge ass! haha.

banged that gerl away.... yea.....

BETTY:

i'm so gonna tell 'take bag' what you have

done there... you crazy girl.... haha..

WINSON:

i'm your 'malai zhu' forever. =) heh...

SIANG:

drink, drink, drink...... haha. mad man...

CHIUHAO:

you cheated on me for april! haha.....

***************************

after clubbing,

we went over to mac to have breakfast....

MINE!! =)talked about band stuff mostly.

i'm abit worried about section comp.

=x.

by 5am,

i took a cab home with winson.

reached home at abt 5.15am.

=)

damn super duper shagged!!!

*pics*

april and betty being tied up! =)us at train stationgroup pic. (deciding where to go...)couple.... =xus in MoS =)

us outside MoS =)

siang posing.... -_-!!another couple shot... heh...

pretty bettybetty and winson

*******************

PEACE OUT!