*2nd thoughts*

i'm really having 2nd thoughts
for something.
i just cant take it anymore.
it's a personal reason.
i cant give you guys any good reasons.
i just think i don't have the will to do so.

and i dont even make any much difference.
so why bother?

the weight of being pissed with most people there,
and comparing it to the weight of fun i have there,
is overpowering.

why must it be this way?
why politics?
why internal conflicts over small matter?
why making a small matter burst till like no one's business?
why ppl behaving like kids when we are a young adult?
why dont we behave like one?
why does it bothers me so much if i see 2 of my friends
arguing ?
why? why? why?

ARGH.....
stress....

alot of questions are being processed,
and i can't find any solutions.
i need those answer.
tsk.

i need time off.