*GRIM REAPER:"hi"*

accident & emergency? medical reports? A-NEH??? okok.
the last pic was rather random.
wahaha.


GRIM REAPER came by
to say "hi" to me today.

yes i was in alexandra hospital. and i'm fine now.
=)

it all started at work.

after lunch,
during set up.

i was to set up out door with
azan (supervisor), shah
and the others.

azan and shah had a dispute
the day before.

anyways,
halfway during set up.
i felt warm and i need to
use the toilet.

i looked around,
azan was not around.

so i inform shah;
who was closest to me
that i NEEDED to go to the toilet.

i grab the hand towel
and headed to the toilet.

after using the toilet for abt
2-3minutes,
and using the hand towel to wipe
my elbow and neck (enzyema),
i went out.

azan was waiting at indoor's entrance.
and he started screaming at me.
accusing me of not informing him.
and worst thing,
he belittled the part timers.

in the first place,
he was not around.
and he should not have raised his voice
AT ME before finding the truth.

guess wad,
everyone heard wad he said.

i was hyped up.
i started to clench my fist.
i wanted to punch him.
i tried to control.

coz all my 3 years working there.
i never flared up.
i was the 'nice-timid-boy'

and i tried to look away
and not listening to him.

i tried.
suddenly i retaliate.

i finally burst.

EVERYONE was shocked.

i shouted at him back.

argh.

i was so frustrated.

he said:
"u dare to to shout at me?
i'm a supervisor.
and u are just a part timer."

wah!
big fuck ar?!

who the hell he think he is?
he's a new supervisor lah.
and he expect ppl to respect him.
=_=!

honey,
if u want respect,
respect others first.

thats wad he was lacking of.

grr.

azan asked to go somewhere
to 'settle things'.
=_=!
u believe,
a supervisor offering to fight?!

and oh ya.
its not to me only wor...

francis pulled me back in time;
coz my fist wanted to collide
with his ego face.

francis said:
"he's not worth it.
go to the back and cool urself down."

i walked off.
to the kitchen and to the back area.

suddenly,
i had the urge to punch.

and i stupidly punched a wall.
=_=!

the cleaners saw what i did.
and yes,
THEY WERE SHOCKED TOO.
=_=!

after that,
i went over to the cafe garden
to cool myself down.

kartini was there.
she talked things out.
and she's too wondering
whats wrong with azan.
attacking all the senior staffs.

then,
when i sat down,
i started to hypervantilate.

i started to breathe very fast.
trying to catch my breathe.

i hurriedly went over to cafe to get warm water.

then hypervantilation
led to asthma attack.

i hurried back to restaurant.

called my mom.
called her HP, she didnt pick up.
called house phone, engage.
=_=!

went to find my bag.
looking for inhaler.
damnit.
i left it in the other bag.
i started to panic.

jun was nearby.
she began to panic too.
she told me to sit down
and ran around restaurant
asking who has an inhaler.

and adrian had.
i went over and in desporate need,
i inhaled 2 shots.
and i sat down to cool down.

then i called mom again.
finally,
she picked up.

told her that i had an asthma attack.
and she was quite pissed that i
didnt call her.
=_=!

hello,
check you missed calls?
=_=!

then i told her about adrian's inhaler.

then i realised that,
the inhaler i used is not the same.
i'm G6PD.
i'm allergic to most drugs.

FCUKING SHITS.

adrian inhaler main ingredient
was sulbutamol SULFATE!
argh!
it has sulphur.
OMG!

i start to feel warm.
felt my body heating up.

i panicked?

mom called and asked me to come home
then we visit the doctor.

upon reaching home,
mom took my heartbeat, (110bps)
and i took a fast cold shower before heading to
AH.

YES
accident & emergency department.

my blood pressure shot up to 135.
=_=!

stickers and wired were all over my body
to check on my lungs and heart.
so wierd.
grrr.

ECG(electro cardiogram) machine chest,
abdomen (ya. i know i'm fat! grr)
behind the curtain,
i heard the doctors and my mom
discussing about the report.

i felt worried.
=x

but thank god,
i was fine.
(or so they say)

i just need to cool down
and take a shot for
the drug allergic.

*phew*

felt giddy afterwards.
lol.

went over to the pharmacy
and got my nasal spray.
=_=!

went over to BM,
shopped and accompanied my parents for
dinner.
went back home
and caught my lil bro sleeping.
lolx.
cutes. =_=!

at around 8.15pm,
went over to Harbourfront center
and met up with darrell.
he was very concerned.
and talking to him
makes me feels better.
=)

we had dinner in SUBWAY
before we headed to
the rooftop
in VIVO to slack.

met with bengjie and nick!
wahha.
small SINGAPORE.
=)

we left around 10.30pm?

me in the toilet. terminator! ah gua!!!!!
muacks. =_=!

oh,
cute sign =_=!

waited in SeahIm till about
10.45pm.

took 963 with iwan home.

it's nice
having friends around.
i felt calm-ed down.
=)

sam (restaurant manager)
persuade me to come to work
tml at 10am to do a report.
against azan.
=_=!

i feel bad.
it's his livelihood.
wad if,
he got fired?
HOW IS HE GONNA

SUPPORT HIS FAMILY?!!!

i feel bad.

i'm confused.

i think too much.
*as usual*

PEACE OUT!