*NEW YEAR EVE*

i spend my new year eve
at mowbray camp for COG REHEARSAL in the morning
and meeting two friends in the afternoon/evening.

since i kinda 'bastard' on xavier the day before,
i think i should visit him...
haha.

the traffic was horrible!!!! simsville . =)

we left around late afternoon when i headed home.
kinda having a bad migraine due to the sleepless nights.
i spend the day watching nodame cantabile,
*loves*
when shan suddenly called.

went over to BM mac for late supper and we chated till abt 11pm.

it was nice hanging out with her. it beats not going to marina float party.

got home around 11.30pm.
and continued watching nodame cantabile.

then suddenly,
i heard people started to count down on the tv,
then fireworks could be seen from my house.
and sms-es started to flow in.
and i began tearing again.
memories of the past years,
ran through my mind.
bad and good,
ups and down,
it just kept running past.

and i've realised that i've changed the past years,
i've changed to someone that i didnt want to be.
i've lost alot of friends;
but i'm grateful that there were some who stick by me.

i'm really sorry for those
whom i've hurt.

have a great 2010 ahead.

PEACE OUT!