*i'm HAPPY*

went over to work.
i'm on MC.
i'm supposed to write a report on
yesterday's incident.

but when i came at 10,
abg al didnt know wad was happening.
so he asked to continue do the
restaurant set-up.
=_=!

so i ended up working.
=_=!

but hey,
thank god it wasnt busy!
=)

and lunch was great.
the chef cooked for us
hainanese chicken rice!
WOOO! NICE!!! *yay*

after briefing at 6pm,
i headed over to fullerton and
met up with alice and jon.

we last minute decided
to have dinner in TCC.
=_=!

my 'dinner' cointreau chocolato & oreo milkshake.
it was NICE!!!

alice was having
R.garlic chicken spaghetti
she was crying
when she ate her food.
she felt the chef sincerity. =_=!
NOT!
the garlic was overpowering everything
in her food.
it TASTE bad.
=x

jon enjoying his macaroni gratin =_=!

after dinner,
we hanged out a little before going home.

i feel super tired.

grrr..

PEACE OUT!

*GRIM REAPER:"hi"*

accident & emergency? medical reports? A-NEH??? okok.
the last pic was rather random.
wahaha.


GRIM REAPER came by
to say "hi" to me today.

yes i was in alexandra hospital. and i'm fine now.
=)

it all started at work.

after lunch,
during set up.

i was to set up out door with
azan (supervisor), shah
and the others.

azan and shah had a dispute
the day before.

anyways,
halfway during set up.
i felt warm and i need to
use the toilet.

i looked around,
azan was not around.

so i inform shah;
who was closest to me
that i NEEDED to go to the toilet.

i grab the hand towel
and headed to the toilet.

after using the toilet for abt
2-3minutes,
and using the hand towel to wipe
my elbow and neck (enzyema),
i went out.

azan was waiting at indoor's entrance.
and he started screaming at me.
accusing me of not informing him.
and worst thing,
he belittled the part timers.

in the first place,
he was not around.
and he should not have raised his voice
AT ME before finding the truth.

guess wad,
everyone heard wad he said.

i was hyped up.
i started to clench my fist.
i wanted to punch him.
i tried to control.

coz all my 3 years working there.
i never flared up.
i was the 'nice-timid-boy'

and i tried to look away
and not listening to him.

i tried.
suddenly i retaliate.

i finally burst.

EVERYONE was shocked.

i shouted at him back.

argh.

i was so frustrated.

he said:
"u dare to to shout at me?
i'm a supervisor.
and u are just a part timer."

wah!
big fuck ar?!

who the hell he think he is?
he's a new supervisor lah.
and he expect ppl to respect him.
=_=!

honey,
if u want respect,
respect others first.

thats wad he was lacking of.

grr.

azan asked to go somewhere
to 'settle things'.
=_=!
u believe,
a supervisor offering to fight?!

and oh ya.
its not to me only wor...

francis pulled me back in time;
coz my fist wanted to collide
with his ego face.

francis said:
"he's not worth it.
go to the back and cool urself down."

i walked off.
to the kitchen and to the back area.

suddenly,
i had the urge to punch.

and i stupidly punched a wall.
=_=!

the cleaners saw what i did.
and yes,
THEY WERE SHOCKED TOO.
=_=!

after that,
i went over to the cafe garden
to cool myself down.

kartini was there.
she talked things out.
and she's too wondering
whats wrong with azan.
attacking all the senior staffs.

then,
when i sat down,
i started to hypervantilate.

i started to breathe very fast.
trying to catch my breathe.

i hurriedly went over to cafe to get warm water.

then hypervantilation
led to asthma attack.

i hurried back to restaurant.

called my mom.
called her HP, she didnt pick up.
called house phone, engage.
=_=!

went to find my bag.
looking for inhaler.
damnit.
i left it in the other bag.
i started to panic.

jun was nearby.
she began to panic too.
she told me to sit down
and ran around restaurant
asking who has an inhaler.

and adrian had.
i went over and in desporate need,
i inhaled 2 shots.
and i sat down to cool down.

then i called mom again.
finally,
she picked up.

told her that i had an asthma attack.
and she was quite pissed that i
didnt call her.
=_=!

hello,
check you missed calls?
=_=!

then i told her about adrian's inhaler.

then i realised that,
the inhaler i used is not the same.
i'm G6PD.
i'm allergic to most drugs.

FCUKING SHITS.

adrian inhaler main ingredient
was sulbutamol SULFATE!
argh!
it has sulphur.
OMG!

i start to feel warm.
felt my body heating up.

i panicked?

mom called and asked me to come home
then we visit the doctor.

upon reaching home,
mom took my heartbeat, (110bps)
and i took a fast cold shower before heading to
AH.

YES
accident & emergency department.

my blood pressure shot up to 135.
=_=!

stickers and wired were all over my body
to check on my lungs and heart.
so wierd.
grrr.

ECG(electro cardiogram) machine chest,
abdomen (ya. i know i'm fat! grr)
behind the curtain,
i heard the doctors and my mom
discussing about the report.

i felt worried.
=x

but thank god,
i was fine.
(or so they say)

i just need to cool down
and take a shot for
the drug allergic.

*phew*

felt giddy afterwards.
lol.

went over to the pharmacy
and got my nasal spray.
=_=!

went over to BM,
shopped and accompanied my parents for
dinner.
went back home
and caught my lil bro sleeping.
lolx.
cutes. =_=!

at around 8.15pm,
went over to Harbourfront center
and met up with darrell.
he was very concerned.
and talking to him
makes me feels better.
=)

we had dinner in SUBWAY
before we headed to
the rooftop
in VIVO to slack.

met with bengjie and nick!
wahha.
small SINGAPORE.
=)

we left around 10.30pm?

me in the toilet. terminator! ah gua!!!!!
muacks. =_=!

oh,
cute sign =_=!

waited in SeahIm till about
10.45pm.

took 963 with iwan home.

it's nice
having friends around.
i felt calm-ed down.
=)

sam (restaurant manager)
persuade me to come to work
tml at 10am to do a report.
against azan.
=_=!

i feel bad.
it's his livelihood.
wad if,
he got fired?
HOW IS HE GONNA

SUPPORT HIS FAMILY?!!!

i feel bad.

i'm confused.

i think too much.
*as usual*

PEACE OUT!

POWER OF PHOTOSHOP-PING*

darrell was pretty unhappy with the pic
i wanted to post.

after seeing the original pic,
he circled out
'imperfections'
=_=!

then he used PS CS3 to edit.
=_=!

see for yourself the difference.

ORIGINAL.

IMPERFECTION NOTED. FINAL PRODUCT. =)

hah.
=)

PEACE OUT!

*FUCK OFF*

can't believe i trusted you.

everything that
we built from scratch
was gone.

GONE.

i really hate you.
i really hate myself for trusting
people to easily.

i cant believe,
i told you part of my life.

i told everything which was VERY
personal to me.

i treat you as my
BEST FRIEND.

i was so dumb.
fuck.

fucking shit.

FUCK!

argH!

DONT EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN.
and i meant it.

FUCK OFF!

*AH GUA!!!*

oh man.

i took a sleeping pill @ 1am.

and i couldnt sleep.
took another one around 2am?

haha.
and i finally knocked-out
IN MY LIVING ROOM around 3am?
lolx.

and guess wad,
the time i was 'consious',
it was nearing 11am!
(supposed to start at 10am)

called restaurant,
and no one picked up.

so i called sha-sha.
wheh he picked up,
he was NAGGING.
=_=!

haha.
still drowsy,
i made my way.
grr.
took a fast shower and took
a cab down.

the day went on pretty slowly,
i felt that i could faint any time.
=_=!
*drama queen*

but the fun began during dinner time.

i was doing station E with jega, ady, george,
sanjeev.

wahahha.
first time working with ady.
grrr.

i cant take it when
people who cant pronounce
even basic english properly
but yet try to attempt
to speak with a 'britsh' accent
during work.
=_=!

it was around 7pm.
there's this boy who lost his mom.
his mom went to the toliet.
so he waited for her at our station.

thats when i start to
take note of ady.

he approached the boy
and started to have a small conversation
with him.

OMG lah...
can u imagine,
bad english with british accent.
yucks!

argh...
then he end the conversation
with him with a random phrase.
"ok, now i go look for your ma-the....."
=_=!
omg lah.

the boy looked stunned.
=_=!

then later during operation hours.

he tried speaking to me
with the 'fake accent'.

-ady-
"JOHANN! this table how many wines?
how many 'bow-told'(bottle) they
have?"

-me-
"huh?"

-ady-
"how many 'bow-told'(bottle) they
have?!!"

-me-
"excuse me? it's bottle"
*while doing a 'holler' position"

then jega behind us laughed.

i just cant take his
british-english-wannabe-accent-but-
heavily-malay-accented english.

then later he came asking.

-ady-
"514 said they ordered
2 flute (fruit) platters"

-me-
"flute platters?"
*with a slight bitchy tone*

-ady-
"ya... flute platters. i didnt ordered
for them. not my problem anyways"

-me-
*gave the =_=! look*

oh well,
i went to find sha-sha and we bitched about him
lah.

argh.

it's ok with me
if u are slightly
to the feminine side.
i'm ok with it.

but pls dont overdo it.

imagine he came to work,
wearing a white shirt which
was like 4 size smaller
and you can see the nipple
and 4-layer tummy protruding out!

and ya...
with a flower hooked on the ears.

OMFG lah.

TURN OFF CAN?!

grrr.

"AH GUA!!!!!"

=)

went home at 11pm.
=)

gonna sleep early soon,
in case i 'overslept' again.
=_=!

PEACE OUT!

*DAY OUT WITH BESTIES*

i wasnt feeling well.
smt was amiss.
erm..
i didnt feel like talking to anyone.

i felt that i went back to relapse.
=_=!

*silly me*

thinking too much as always.

anyways....

i lost 6kg and i didnt know.
how cool was that.
left 5KG more to my previous weight.
haha.
i wanna fit into size 30!!
grrr.
lolx.

jon called/sms
to meet for dinner after his facial in town.

met him at cine around 6.30pm?

we ate dinner in pasta mania
=_=!
carbonara hawaiian pizza. jon with his standard
"oh siti"- face. =_=!

oh ya,
we have a new buzzer sound.
*tet*
haha.

anyways,
after dinner,
we walked around town.
we went over to taka's kinokuniya.

later on darrell dropped by.

we went over to heereen's NYDC for
dinner (darrell), desserts (jon and i).
grandma goes nutty aka GRANDMA's NUT =_=!
choco milk. *tet*

it taste rather horrid.

anyways,
what is better then to have
2 of your bestie sitting, eating together. haha.
BLUR as me.. =_=!

darrell was rather quiet though.
heh.

after dinner,
we walked around tanjong pagar.
showed jon some of the 'places'.
heh.

cant blame him,
he's still a virgin.
*snaps and sashay away*

soon around 10pm,
we left for home.

darrell took 80
while i accompanied jon to jurong east.

we took 197.
jon and i the famous slope!
whoooo roller coaster!
lol.

oh,
this is jon in real life. argh....

hahaha.

took 97 back home from JE.

it was kinda of a nice day out.

i still cant look at you into
the eyes again.
it seemed different.
everything had changed.

PEACE OUT!

*FRIDAY*

aight,
came to work at 10am.
=)

lunch was busy!
grrr!

anyways,
had a good lunch!
lol.

sweet and sour fish,
duck & mango salad,
eggs with prawns. oh,... ya.
iced lychee tea! and we had a nice view too! yay.

soon by 6pm.
i left for home.

and by 10pm,
met jon.
we got our chop at play before
we headed back to my workplace.
i forgot to place my time sheets in.
=_=!
we walked there.
took some random pics. heee. then we walked back.
by the time we reached PLAY
it was already 11.15pm.
bought 2 jugs
and we sat at the couch.
and there was this statue hanging beside me. =_=!
we saw alot of old faces.
haha.

alot of things happened that night.
- bleeding nose (twice)
- met sanjeev and johns matthew (collegues)
- i was high =_=!
- picked up my old bad habit (oops)

jon and i left around 3am.
met yongan di and fiona outside.
haha.
we sat at maxwell
for drinks before we took cab home.
didnt feel too good.

what i saw really
made me changed my opinions of you.
things have changed.

i cant look at you into
the eyes again.

once i reached home,
i slept almost imediately after shower.

grr.
stupid head spinning.
=_=!

PEACE OUT!

*LUNCH*

jimmy came over at 10am.

haha.
yes.
super early in the morning.

i've made potato salad the night before.

POTATO SALAD
ingredients
sauce, potatoes! tadah!! =)

so today,
we made wantons together.

-sidetrack-
btw,
did u know,
wanton has the same meaning as sluts?

Main Entry:
slut
Part of Speech:
noun
Definition:
A vulgar promiscuous woman who flouts propriety.
Synonyms:
baggage, hussy, jade, slattern, tart,
tramp, wench, whore

darrell is such a wanton
*winks*
lol.

oh,
he found this word out btw.

anways....
back to making wantons....
=)

WANTONS
carrot-rice vermicelli carrot, onions, garlic fish, shrimp paste mushrooms =)

it actually turned out good.
*jimmy's claimed*
=_=!

oh ya.
this is jimmy,
cooking. =_=!

we watched bratz while
having a picnic in the
living room.
lol.
=)

at around 2.30pm,
i headed to work.

i had tuna steak for early dinner. yay.

i love my job.
lalalalas.

PEACE OUT!

*SHAOLIN GIRL*

ended work at 6pm.

went home,
took a fast shower
and met darrell in VIVO.

we watched,
SHAOLIN girl

-sypnosis-
Rin is trained in the art of kung fu for 9 years
so that she can take over her grandfather's
Shaolin dojo in China. Upon returning to Japan she
ends up teaching her skills to the lacrosse team of
a sports science university.

-qouted from GV.

anyways,
the graphics were prit-teeee
but the story plot was badly done.
it got
2 out of 5 popcorn
from me.

watch it if u have money to spare.

after movies,
we went over to giant.

i'm shopping for tml's lunch with jimmy.

i'm strong OKAI!~ lol.

got home and i started to do some
preparations for tml.

yay.

PEACE OUT!