*dedicated to you*

and to you,
i did not put any words in any mouth.
nor am i a hypocrite.
if i hate the person,
i tell the person str8 in the face.
that is me; straightforward.

and for
'putting words in another mouth?'
i have all the evidence here.

listen whatever u wanna listen.
every story there is an another side.
you should have known better.
and you chose to hear from her.

i have not neglected you guys.
if i did,
i would have been MIA just like her.

i changed my dressing sense?
hello?
i've been wearing like that for ages?
wad did i change?
i dragged huh?

no,
you wake up your idea.
i didnt choose the place just because
it's for my own convienience.
it was just an option for you guys
to choose.
at least we did chose and planned
one place to eat.
you didnt even bother to suggest NOR
planned anything but just shoot at one's
opinion.

if i were to treat u AS a toy,
i wouldn't have wasted my time,
effort and energy to go out with you guys.
i should have spend more time with bee
since i've been neglecting bee over you
guys; and YET
YOU still can say that i neglected you.
how fancy OF YOU.

i thought off all people
you should know me best.
i guess i was wrong.
SO WRONG.

i've got nothing to gain back
coz i lost nothing.
she's nothing to me.

you lost your respect for me?
since when u even bother to respect anyone?

ps: friends wont be by your side forever,
(look at her case). it's your BEST friends and
family who will be there for you.

love,
dissident diva.

PEACE OUT!