*emotions*

it was 3am.
i was on my bed.

"DUUNG"

i was abruptely awaked
by the noise outside.

and the next thing i know,
my sax was on the floor.

sis and taufiq was in the living room.
she said my instrument drop.

i took it out and inspect it before
i headed back to sleep.

yes,
they are arguing again.
no surprise coz
they ague over trivial matter.

i went back to sleep.

then things got abit nasty
when taufiq walked away.
sis starts shouting.

time check: 4:15am.

and she's shouting at the corridor this time.

at this point of time,
i was stunned.
are they that inconsiderate and dumb?
it's morning and ppl have to sleep.

so far,
during their arguement,
i've always better not be involved.
i sms-ed daddy and mom.

mom soon waked up.
by that time,
they left for downstairs.

mom went to the kitchen and saw
the whole commotion downstairs,
near the carpark.

she rushed down
knowing that my sis has always have
problem with anger management.

out of morbid curiousity,
i looked out the window
and saw everything.

and i saw my mom trying to break the
commotion off.

mom just finished her opperation recently.
and by one push,
she could be badly injured.

something came over me.
i put on my shorts
then i headed downstairs.

i stood one side
and i only intervein when it became bad.

i pulled sis one side.
and talked some sense into her;

"breaking his car will bring you
any happiness?"

"yes, you dont know what happened"

"yes i dont. but why settle things this way?"

"OMG. now you and mom are against me"

ok,
by then i knew,
she had a mental block out.
she let her emotions get the best out of her.

she suddenly starts to shoot
her hatered and jealously
of mom and i.

i couldnt be bothered.
i knew she was not in the right mind.

i got myself cut from preventing sis
ripping his car apart.

at that point of time.

i dont know who my sister was.

we have been close since young due to the
fact our parents were not around at home
all the time when we were young.

she's the one who took care of me.

i just dont know wad to do.

i told taufiq to just go home and settle
the matter another day.
coz i know it's no point for them to settle
today.

but whenever he tried to leave,
sis will prevent him by shouting and
punching his car.

at that point,
i pulled her and nearly
slapped her.
i wanted to slap her so badly
to wake her up.
whats wrong with her?

she said;
"i will not let him leave until the
police comes"

i turned to mom
and she knew what i wanted to say.
she called the police.

10mins later.
they came.
by then,
everything settled down.

they took some notes then
told both parties to go home.

finally my sis calmed down and went home.

this is the first time i saw her
reacting this way.

this must be a big matter.

haix.

i felt bad
saying those things at her.

i sms-ed her before i went bed;

"mimi, think with your brain not your heart.
Don't let your emotions get the best out of
you. Don't let it block your thinking. Get
some rest and don't think about it anymore.
After you feel beter, talk to someone. Don't
keep it inside. No matter wad, you are my
sister. i love you. goodnight"

PEACE OUT!