*emo-fuck*

i'm emo now.
dont know wad came over me.
reading your blog over and over again,
made me more and more pissed.

i just dont know.

yes,
you are happy?
but what about your friends around you?
have u even spare a thought when you reject us
over and over again?
at least we make an effort to make this
friendship going.
but to you,
he's everything to you.

i feel fucked up.
i WAS there for you.
fuck.
i dont need recognition or anything.
i just need you stop being plastic
TO YOUR FRIENDS.

so wad now?
you finally have what you want now
and you just dump those you've met along the way?

yes..
we knew each other for just a short time...
around.... 2 years?
but i treated you as a close friend.
fuck,
i admit.
i used to like you.
but it soon grew more then that.

but what i dont get was,
you are always too busy for us now;
coz you are spending time with him.

it's every waking hour....
joey, joey, joey....
fuck.
irritating.

i really got nth else to say to you.
forget me all you want.
it's your life.
i'm sorry if i made ur life such a fucked up one.

count me out.
suddenly i dont feel like being part of your happiness.
hope you find your true happiness.
but for sure,
you'll have my blessings.
take care.

sorry for my language,
i just need to let it out.
i'm frustrated.

PEACE OUT!