*verbal DIARRHOEA*

FUCKTARD
i was very very very,
extremely pissed with work just now.

i started work at 10am.
yes,
morning.
and lunch was kinda busy.

ok.
it was not bad.

dinner time,
i was doing floor.

was under karun's supervision.
so, we were doing station E.
yes,
new floor plan.
VERY BIG station.
omg.

and we only had...
1 supviser
and 4 floor staff.

let see.
ben was attached to me to
do the outer end.
and shah, karun and jinten
was doing the front half.
ok.
fair enough

then at around 8pm,
station was slammed mercilessly.
OMFG!
tables were being full all of a sudden.

and you know wad?
ppl began to be missing!
WTF!
shah was like MIA, so did karun.
ben was like floating around
not certain of things to do.
yes,
i know u are new to the floor.
BUT can you at least listen to me?
argh!
he and his ego.
fuck.
screwed up everything.

and jinten was new.
i cant blame him.
he made a guest complain.
FUCK.

argh.
shah was still missing till
about 10pm?
wad fuck right?

and i felt frustrated.
i just couldnt take it lah.

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 YEARS
WORKING HERE,
i never felt this way before.
I FELT SUPER FUCKED UP.
literally.
i was just too shocked to
overcome the feeling.

i told karun i need to go to the toilet.
i went to the handicap cubical.
and just cried.
omg.
i just cried.
really.
i didnt know what to do.
emotions were raging all over.
i could not take it anymore.

soon,
i went up back.
doing my usual closing duty.
i could not speak nor react much.
i was partially gone.
my mind just went blank.

soon
at 11pm,
i left for home.
speechless of the night's event.
it was really HORRIBLE.
really.
argh.

but
thank god chris and jon called.
talked things out.
spilling thing and thoughts out.
i felt much better.

haiz.

very disappointed at work today.






of all days.





shitx.

PEACE OUT!