*to stay or not to stay.....*

ok. went for band.
today is the day i decided whether to stay till
concert or just drop out.

oh well.
the misunderstanding was finally sort out.
i'm quite happy for that.
what yew yaw said was true.
"you come here not to look for friends,
boyfriends or girlfriends."
i was actually not concentrating till he
mention this phrase.
erm.......

band was ok.
most likely i'm staying ba.
lets see how things goes ya?

after band, we headed to vivo for dinner.
slacked there till around 10.30pm +++.
went home after that.

what i saw just now
was like a double blow.
i dont know whether u show me purposely
or it's just fated that i saw that.
seeing that,
i was very hurt.
speechless.
for the first time,
when i reached home,
i went to shower first.
I blasted the cold shower on my face.
i just couldn't take it.
i cried loudly but i doubt no one can hear,
then i sat down.
suddenly i passed wind.
and i laugh to myself.
i think i'm getting crazy.
=)

i seriously dont appreciate
how many concern friends i have out there.
i'm really fortunate.
i LOVE you guys.

yes.
the r/s lasted for a short while.
and it's not worth thinking about it.
i will move on.
=)

i really need ca right now.
she know wad to do to cheer me up.
=)
hope she's reading this.....

PEACE OUT!