*NIGHT OUT*

once after we arrived camp,
ZC and i shared cab home... wheee=)

once home,
changed and went to bugis to meet anthony
right after gym.
walked around, had some desserts
before heading off to town.

met sis back at DXO, esplanade.
first time clubbing/pubbing with sis
and first time in DXO.
lol.
NOOB.

empty dance floor... =_=!

once we got our seats outside,
we transfered over.
the music was BAD inside.

acustic playing @ outdoor sis, qamar and i =)

imagine, 4 guys, 4 girls
2 bottle of chivas,
green tea and coke.

lol.

say no more.=)

it was around 3.30am
when sis and i left.

i headed to sentosa cove to hang out
with chengpin!!

the house is freaking BIG!
omg

*sincèrement*

*SICK*

being sick for the coming weekend
is gonna be a bummer.damnit!

thank god i'm left with COG reh on friday
and COG on sunday.
then 1 whole week off!
endure ENDURE!!!

thanks chun leen and eddy for the encouragement!
i will ENDURE!
lol.

*sincèrement*

*CAN'T LET GO *

Can't Let Go
Landon Pigg

well you're the closest thing,
i have, to bring up in a conversation
about love that didn't last,
but i could never call you mine,
cause i could never call myself yours,
and if we were really meant to be,
well then we've just defied destiny,
it's not that our love died it just never really bloomed

no i can't let go,no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to.
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back.

And then we saw our past, diverge...
and i guess i felt okay about it.
Until you got with another man,
and then I couldn't understand
why it bothered me so,
no we didn't die we just never had a chance to grow.

I can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
but somehow still you affect the things i do
and you can't lose what you never had
i don't understand why i feel sad
everytime i see you out with someone new

i can't let go, no i can't let go no i can't let go of you
i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

i can't let go, no i can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
i can't let go, i can't move on from the past
ooooooh....

*some random song being played in my ipod
and it somehow strung me. sigh (i still do miss you)*

*sincèrement*

*MA @ NUH*

anthony's stichesHOT!

full band was alright.with total minimum people...
my sax buddy flautisthornytrumpettbonepercussion clarineteupho & tuba=)

surprisingly
the band actually sounded pretty good!
was in total mood for full band.

left camp around noon for medical appointment
in national university hospital.
took 1.5hour to get there.

clinic D my appt. yes! it was only 2hours later my name was called.
my appointment was delayed for 2 hours!
so tell me wads the point for having an appointment?

after seeing the doctor,
she required me to complete some task
to aid in the investigation. off i went for blood/urine test clinic total dejavu.
preppoke 1 try, 1 kill 3 full tubesthe nurse was really experience.
she was damn nice as well.
she asked "not afraid of the needle?"
i answered "i've 24 16G needle marks on my hands;
we were trained to be test dummies for our buddy in medics"
lol..she's cute.
URINE SAMPLE.=)

and off i went again..
LIFT TO XRAYdepartment of diagnostic imagingmeme!pretty huh?lol

right after xray,
i headed down to the pharmacy.now they have 'sms service' to inform you if ur number
is nearing.
had desserts while waiting for my medicines.yums..

after 30mins,
i went back to the pharmacy,
and my number was missed and placed on hold.
=_=!
i went over and asked,
they said my number passed.
and i told them,
i DIDNT GET THEIR SMS!
*no reply from them*

what kind of system they trying out?
*ponders*

spend a total 4hours in NUH.
GAH!

blood results is in 1 weeks time,
i'm all geared up for the bad news.
lol.

*sincèrement*

*MY HEART*

My Heart
Irwan Shan Featuring Acha
HEART OST


disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu

(Here we are
always together
living love;
happiness between us)

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

(have you ever wonder
The most beautiful day
I'll engrave our names together
here in our paradise)

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

(when we love others
our hearts may be toughen
will never be as much as possible
My love will be lost)

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn't risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn't risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart


ps: tried my best translating,
as you know, my malay sucked!
lol.
EDDY! I NEED YOUR HELP AGAIN!!!

*sincèrement*

*WHAT LOVE DOES*

..

*sincèrement*

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY L.C*

today was like a
'gift bearing' day!
my 2 juniors were posted back to training wing!
sigh...

hurry up graduate and COME BACK!!
we presented them a token of appreciation.i'm so gonna miss them!sigh.

right after work,
headed down to wheelock for
birthday dinner treat with linus!
HAPPY 21st dude!
finally an adult
*roll eyes*

bdae boy settingsDINNER..
.

. 'birthday cake' smiley! and the crew actually sang him
a birthday song!
omg!


see you around bro! *loves*

*sincèrement*

*HAIRCUT/SWSY*

went over to redhill.
kor was 1 hour late!

had my haircutand headed for SWSY prac.
everything changed.
kinda lost the 'feeling'.
sigh.
someone help me!

found the exact shop in HV.
ipoh wanton noodles!
damn shiok!!!!A MUST TRY!!!

thats how my sunday went.
lame?
i KNOW.
booking into camp tml
after 8 days mc.
miss those MONKEYS there!
*loves*


*sincèrement*

*DADDY'S 50TH*

last minute reservation at seoul garden, city plaza
under the name of 'dr fazi'.

dad wanted a 'no-fuss' birthday.
*roll eyes*

why not celebrate it with a buffet?!

and since mom was abit 'anal' regarding halal restaurant,
we narrowed down to seoul garden.

while waiting for daddy to prepared.. =_=!

seoul gardenmom sis & dad bro and i order! settingsbro and i,
camwhoring! lol.....food! didnt wanna get my shirt stainedchomp chompcaught!! *uh,,, who cares?!*
....continue eating.... desserts! =)

after dinner, SHOPPING!

lol

some things i bought
one of a kind

hehehe... a top .

basically, dad went home,
mom, sis and i continued shopping in vivo.
spend the night with mom.
never in 22 years did we had fun spending time with each other.

for more pics,
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=500850675&v=info#!/album.php?aid=209859&id=500850675&ref=mf

things have changed,
people moved on.
i'm accepting change.

thank you for giving me the 'push'
i needed long time ago.
i'll never forget you, ever.
=)
*sincèrement*